< ~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2
//Zanpaku-to``
+tayyi+
+15 yrs old+
+bp govrt high+
+4p3[2006]+
+10/04/1990

//Bankai``



//Division 6``
[*]Dexter
[*]Wei Rong
[*]Jin Zhe
[*]Hui Min
[*]Jasmine
[*]Weini
[*]Yih Fang
[*]Hee Yi
[*]Wen Pu
//credits``
* Fireworks
* Animesuki Bleach Image Request
* Fanart of Byakuya and Ichigo VS Renji


~*Sunday, October 30, 2005*~

//

finally a post where i haf lots to sae.

went to dex's bd. was fun. actualli, in fact, veri fun. lol. i went there quite early. went to dex hse, saw wp, guo xiang all at his com. wp playing tower defense lol. i din wan to plae. no mood lah, i nt that antisocial anyway. so i went down to function room. lol. wz n john playing tabletennis. i played awhile. den went to function room. helped them take the food down. lol. den the function room wa very pro leh, 2 levels high. den we being lame take dex badmitnon rackEt n plae. den we put cups n shuttle tube there for pple to aim. den all of us shoot shoot shoot shoot. wz, me and glenn got zero out of ten. sim got 1. thats all about it. LOL. it's THAT difficult k. den my hand stink of smelly grip...


den we were like loitering around the area. din do much. finally teck liang came. he brought his tennis racket. wahhaha. den we all plae tennis. alex n guo xiang vs jian hui and john. end up, i sitll dunno hu win. but i c alex serve quite pro. gx serve using badminton grip quite funny but nort bad also. den jian hui serve is the most joker and constpiated. john...OMG, not tennis also. his the most pro. wah lan eh, how come some pple r just born wif such talent...HAIX. i feel so deprived and pathetic. anyway. finally they sub out and i team wif glenn against wz and wr. wahh nostalgic feeling. the heavy mass of the tennis racket was shouldered by my tiny palm which was soo used to holding the light and flexible at700 (badminton racket). den i served once, it went like a drive. fault. den 2nd time..still fault. okie. throughout the whole game my overhead serve all cannot make it. got power. yes...but cant get into that stupid box. damn i sux. den finally glenn serve one. den wr was in wrong. i c his action...AIYA sure dun dare to drive it one lor. so i dash infornt. as expected. he din dare do funny things n decided to be a good boy n drop. den i went there...CROSS net. the ball went rolling quite nicely (quite onli hor) across the tape and landed somewhere in the doubles border. wahhhahaa...CROSSNET. somemore in tennis. lol....hahahaha..feel so happi. okie den i continued my faulty game. i serve, all cannot make it. den when fault 1 and 15-40, where if i serve fault again dey win liao. i serve one...WAHHHHHH dunno how come..SERVICE ACE..lol. n wz cant catch it. feel damn proud of myself man. but too bad luck is not continous. and everlasting. for the whole night. my serve din go anyway near that..HAIX.sob.

den we went eat dinner. lol. the noodle taste so plain. so again we went up plae. dis time my palm gort blister liao. a big HAIX. nvm. i continued playing but played till veri sucky. haix. nevermind....

so went down again. pple playing taboo. so i went join in. LOL. den i scored 2 points for our team. one thanks to wr. one word was "meteor" and the other was "underwear". so lame lor. the first one i said "priestress of the moon ultimate what comes falling down"...and BINGO...lol. wr got it. OWNAGE man. the 2nd one was bonus round n i thrashed zhong shun coz i manage to get my teammates to sae it first. lol. i just sae wad u wear beneath. n they got it. LOL thks guys...

anyway we won. n enemy got to do forfiet. catwalk. lol. lame. but funny.

nxt game was polar bear n muderer. all like sooo sian...HAIX HAIX HAIX. i just played on. hmmm..after that was.......cut cake. i din eat the cake lah. but looks quite stupid. the soccer players on the cake. LOL so childish DUH.

today was a very gay party. den jian hui was flirting wif dex sis all along. wads the name again? cheryl? lol. afterall, it hink i understand y mani pple make a big fuss out of dex sis. lol. actualli shes quite chio.

okie. den we gathered n decided to go home. lol. quite a good dae lah actualli. now 11+ lol. nid to sleep le. haix bye

Activated Seikei @ 10:59 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this post is updated today, for yesterday..

ytd went for training again. lol. went there like 11:45. im so enthu hor. start at 1 den i go 1 h 15 min earlier. i sat there, listen mp3. lol. den 12:30 start stroking liao. at first the lighting kinda bad, den i remember for the first 2 min i kip missing lob. muz be the stupid light. den after that, the timing readjust liao. wz so evil, kip hitting to the blind spot. aka the position where the light will totally blind the shuttle n you cant hit it. muz rely on "instincts" to hit it correctly. anyway, stroke for quite some time. den did abit running. the usual run around the courts warmup. dunno y but i feel ytd one's was more tiring. den after that we did 3 min of lob, 3 min of drop/lift and 3 min of smash/net/lift and 3 min of pushing. i hate these drills leh, dunno why. i prefer shuttle feed.

anyway finish le den plae match. i play marvin. lol. 15-2 him. quite easily. i rmb i anyhow plae also. den nxt i played glenn. wah lao. i wanted to win. end up lose. glenn improve by quite alot le. lol. seriously. even though i dun like his low lob. like very not use and different from sim and wz. dunno y his lob like all so attack clear one. lol. i think his defense n smash is still far superior to mine. the match went quite evenly, like 1-1, 2-1 and i managed to hold a lead of 6-1. den all of a sudden.....DIAO. i lost. dunno why. hmmm. if i analyzed it properly suddenly i made alot mistakes when my concentration went down. end up score 15-10. i lost!! atghh.....nvm, i understand how important it is to respect your opponent. that way, you cant lose due to overconfidence.

the last match of the day. doubles. me and john (sim) versus wz and weiyang. lol. i use backhand short serve throughout and manage to flick trick wz once. wah. service ace.!!!! i so tycoly happi. lol. den wz kip mi stupid face den i kip saying 'nt my fault, ur own trick hor'. wah shuang man. FINALLY can use his own trick against him!!! den din manage to finish. but mi n john winning by a big margin. lol. dunno why becoz of that i start to feel likep laying doubles liao!!!!!!!! my singles in slumpy mode nowadays.

den after that. went pizza hut. my treat. den end up we order various stuff n eat until all like so full. den we wan to decide wad to do. den some1 sae wad wp,mx,teckliangp laying in jelapang there. den we tot. okie lor. go there. my father gaf us a lift dere. den end up dey nt there. so we went to the church to look for them. end up we wasted 2 hours listen to the church pple tokcock. lol. den later when we finally reac the court 6+ liao. lol. den i played like 15 min den go home. go home play dota. lol.


Activated Seikei @ 9:50 AM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Saturday, October 29, 2005*~

//

i wan to c8 a new layout, but haf no inspiration. gif mi some pls.

life has been quite depressing. dunno for wad. dunno why. suddenly i see no purpose again. it has been quite a gloomy friday night, where i could not help it but look forward to saturday, but when saturday comes, i have no idea what to look forward to. everything seems (and feels) empty. i wonder why..

dis mornin, woke up, watched a new series which i downloaded. it's jdrama. called "hana yori dango". originated from the anime series, which is titled the same too. lol, it was adapted into a taiwanese drama called 'meteorgarden'. i din watch that. but anyway this drama is in jap and its quite nice. lol. the main char is quite chio. but i din like her attitude, quite sucky actualli. lol. my fav char is rui!!. lol. it was quite funny but i guess the plot is rather obvious of what is goin to happen later. but im still gonna watch. nice series.

lol...

now it's onli 10 n i alreadi feel like goin to cck sport hall liao. LOL. realli. kip losing warcraft nowadays, like abit sian sian le. ahhh how i wished i din wake up so earli..

..........

OMG

i dunno why...but..
i feel so sick of
this world...
dis beautiful n ugly world...
what a stupid saturday morning

Activated Seikei @ 9:55 AM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Friday, October 28, 2005*~

//

out of all the days i think friday is da best! yesss finally it's friday. not an ordinary friday but one of the better fridays out dere. cox..it's holidays. though dis upcoming holiday will nt feel like 1. haix. lol. anyway today sch baazar. went sch, den c pple plae chess till 9. den went down. all the choir pple go sing song. so left mi n tj. at first i kip getting lost...n seperated from tj. but end up manage to find jinzhe n mi n tj go to the bio lab to help out with the maths open house. lol.

it was quite interesting actualli. the games all quite innovative. i went to try the game " rush hour ", which its a puzzle game which you have to move cars to free one of the car, the red car, which is you. lol. i did level 1 n 2 and decided to jump to level 40. level 40 was SOO hard that so far onli 2 pple solve it, which is xian yu and sheedy. lol. den we were nt supposed to help but then when the pri sch kids come they were short of pple so i went to help by organising the rush hour "stall" for the kids to try...LOL....i think it was quite fun also. at least gif us something to do.......better than walk ard sch for like soo long.

worst was goin home. raining. somemore so heavy. den i no ezlink card. got to beg for coins. den the rest so reluctent to lend coins. damn lah, shldn't haf return money to dex. den end up, took taxi home. i walked from sch to lot 1 still no taxi. all taxi c mi wave dun wan to stop. knn. i was soo pissed lor...haix


Activated Seikei @ 2:58 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Thursday, October 27, 2005*~

//

yesss! it's raining!.

dunno y but i like to sleep when it's raining, its more comfortable. lol. i just went 2 trim my own hair. lol, now looks almost the same but more tidy. not so messy which means less chance of getting caught tmr. lol. okies.


heard info about interhse. sim vs zhi xuan, 7-0, 7-2. our doubles drop one set against zhong ping and one noob. wz said " one guy which long serve can go short.." lol, i roughly get the idea. hahax. den they lost the 2nd set, according to wz, " gx hit net, hit out, glenn miss shuttle..", lol. i also get the picture. den mix dbls almost lose i think. end up we win. so how? the trophey, mi n glenn sharing? wohoo! dats so lame.

i typed dis while waiting for my naruto to finish.

current goals to achieve [ in no particular order ]
1) get 10 pnts from sim {dis is nt as ez as u may think} highest record ever:8
2) get A1 for amaths {vlee sae he will return mi my racket if i get a1}

only 2, lol. see i so slack. this 2 are the harder ones lah. the rest go into "things to achieve".

okies finished DL

to end up, lemme be lame.

" once you fall in love with the court, you can never quit "

i think dis is veri true. now i dun think i can ever quit badminton again...

anyway dis is a quote from a tennis jdrama, ace wo nerae. lol. can be appiled to badminton also lah. though the court lots smaller. haha


Activated Seikei @ 10:01 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

now listening to:sekai wo sore wo ai to yobun daze ; by sambomaster

ok, im sick today. so i din go school. anyway post exam activities onli, i don't think i missed much. woke up, with sorethroat n headache. i told my parents, without much resistance, i managed to persuade them to let mi rest at home. i think cox it's after exams liao. lolz. so i woke up at 11 plus. went to bathe. yeeesss, after bathing felt much better. so i went to my com n started playing abit. den i realized my current condition doesn't allow mi to plae any warcraft games. i play dota, kip gettin owned. normal game kip losing as well. so decided not to play.

so what i haf been doin? walking ard my house. lazing around, lying down for almost the entire day. tommorow's sch baazar, dunno what to expect. like last yrs? haix. those days where you walk around the whole dae doin nth. haix. another...boring dae. at least it's the last day of sch. BUT the rest got open house so another lonely fri afternoon.

i wan to go practise footwork but i scared it wud worsen my condition...

another b-o-r-i-n-g day...HAIX.

i rmb past few days i had a veri strange dream. dun realli rmb it now, but the nxt day i still rmb it clearly. i told some pple who seem quite experience at cracking dreams. n they told mi something like i recently i will haf a chance to redo something which i gaf up in the past......, i dun rmb givin up on mani things...., what? my piano..? no way im goin to go bac to that...den wad? card games..? i think last time i gaf my parents kip dey dunno put where............okie, let the future tell. oso heard that when you wake up, if you still rmb very clearly what your dream was, it is trying to tell you something..zzz..-.-, wtf, future sight ar...>_<

since i nvr post my EOY result yet. lemme post here. RAW results for EOY paper.

English:57/100 [ wah tyco shit, manage to pass overall ]
Emaths:58/100 [ aiya careless mistake so much....could haf gotten WAY higher ]
Amaths:59/100 [ haix careless also. shld haf gotten 70 without careless mistakes..]
Chinese:51/100 [ wah suprised to pass this. i rmb do n do until very headache n messy ]
Humanities:42/100 [ surprised to fail. lol. SS gif mi soo low, how to pass..? ]

Geog:41/100 [ i think i study abit too last minute le ]
Physics:34/100 [foundation nt strong]
Chem:38/100 [foundation nt strong]


if u realli go n analyze it, its realli quite bad. lol. i nid to ganbatte for next yr...

well...harry potter movie coming out, hu wan to go watch? dexter sae wan to watch with ex-204 pple. i dun realli haf the interest to. wif hu? goh,hq,dm dey all..? lol. everytime sian sian one. i suggest lego clan go watch enuff le........

i nid to find something to do for tommorow!! helP!!!!!! if not i think i come home n sian the whole dae...

sat gort badmitnon training again yay!!!!!!
sun dex's bd yay!!!!
den hols..

nice lineup of days...im realli gonna enjoy this..but im suffering right now..


Activated Seikei @ 4:43 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Wednesday, October 26, 2005*~

//

today was another day with the after-exam feel. LOL. was TOTALLY relaxed. beside there was this ecrush tok which was totally common sense, n boring. yawn, will tok abt that later. went to sch, wanted to borrow tie from glenn (ive been borrowing from him for a few weeks liao, thks). den today he had onli one. so i had to borrow. at first i wanted to wait till dex or wp come den ask them help mi borrow. look, their contacts in lower sec r much better than mine, and i was reluctent to step into the 201 classroom. lol. somehow, hesistant also. after some rethinking, i decided to go, cox sim accompanied me. lol, so i went. nt a big deal, since im goin to borrow tie onli. den asked for tie. den qp lend mi one. i was surprised. realli lor. i din expect her to lend mi. just sae something like "i dun haf" or something lah,.........but she lend me. diao....i din expect. realli.., i tot even if she haf she wun lend mi lor...okie. den went bac.

okie then whole day was half sleeping...cox of the weather. HAIX. so sleepy type weather. i think the ecrush talk is totally crap. CRAP to the xtreme. i mean, seriously warcraft 3 is not a MMORPG.....world of warcraft is, not frozen throne. 2nd,...their acting is so damn farni, but not realistic. they got the pnt across, but it's too unrealitstic. the first part they tok about the consequences of porn....2nd was the game addiction thing. i mean, seriously, game addiction can harm. i've fallen prey to, but not realli gaming. just into the world of anime, and some games here n there. but wtf. porn can harm? i dun realli see how pictures that (supposingly sexually arouse you) can harm a person. look, i don't even know i think this way, or im just trying to be different. but well...porn don't harm. you just see, n forget.....every1 is a pervert n has his or her own fantasies and desires, so it's just a matter of to what extent....that is my frank opinion....

dota has been SUPER BORING. wtf......i dun understand y but i seem to lose all interest in it...


Activated Seikei @ 3:47 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Tuesday, October 25, 2005*~

//

another slacky day in sch. realli realli slacky. b4 reccess no teacher came in. onli vlee came in to crap around. den beside tt. no teacher came in. lol. then ltr there was a talk on EQ. lol. the talker was quite lame, n i thought he was quite sick also. he taught us to say i love you to each other and call couples (boy n boy, girl n girl) up to stage to HUG for ten seconds. sae wad psychoglist say that when you hug someone u wud remb it forever and it can prolong your life. wtf is that. i think if you call me to hug another guy and say i love you, it'll probably shorten my lifespan instead. i din learn much, it seems like there was alot of stuff in there, content-wise, but it was too dry that i couldn't absorb anything.

after recess, again. slack time. nth much. den when i was abt to go home. AHAHAHA...time prac. SIAN. lol. nvm, glenn wz dex can go. onli those below 60 muz stay. lol. haix. den i stay n do one paper. at ard 3:30 i left the sch. lol, at least it gifs mi bac the amaths momentuem, lol....at first i tot i forgot mani things after the exam, but now.....i think quite refreshed le.....came home..

watch some show on my comp. ace wo nerae eppy 3. lol. quite okie. watched finish the 2nd half. den went play wc3. played 2 games. first game....against one noob. den won quite easily. 2nd game. against another NE. man ne mirror match r touch. yes...very tough infact. i feel lah. i choose priestress. LOL. den at the start his DH and archers n mass hunts come ka jiao mi. den they killed off quite alot of my army. i was like 5 hunts to 12. den i tot. wah lau. i wanted to gif up, but i din. SPIRIT OF ENDURANCE!!! so i went to the center of e lost temple to start creeping. den luckily i was the first to creep the middle creep. i lost like 1-2 hunt but i couldn't gif a damn. when i finished, n just nice finished healin, dey came attacking to my base. i wasted his tp the previous rush he performed lol and he dare to come wifout another tp. i was.....HMMM...u dare underestimate me!!!??!?. okie so i took the 2 items, i think one pot one book of the dead (WOOT). den i tp-ed back. his army was obviously bigger than mine. but somehow he stupidly rushed into my base. he had keeper also. i just realized i fought him quite evenly because of my 6 summoned units from bk of the dead. WOHOO..den...den...den..., he was fighting in my base so his DH was tank infront of my two AOWs....WAHAHA. den i use priestress on soaring flames plus hunts and some archer FF. DH died. den i leveled till lvl 6. n he retreated. lol. okie....that was the turning. pnt. he was stupid enough to put his dh....as tank. infront of my trees. perhaps he was too complacent thinking he wud win. lol....haha, sometimes the underdog haf the win. n if im not wrong his lvl 22, im 15 btw...lol

tonight got badminton....lol. zheng hua cc. actualli tts sengar cc but whateverr. i call it high class badmitnon court can liao. lol..tonight overcrowding sia. zhong shun also goin. lol...hope the other court bo lang. (nobody)....den shuang liao. n i think court no camera. can dun book. HOPE lah. i nt sure. lol


Activated Seikei @ 5:58 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Monday, October 24, 2005*~

//

how to win wz? thats a wierd question.

`NOTE`:-THIS IS MY SELFANALYSIS POST-

currently, wz is faster than me. his strokes r sharper. i realized that having a decent lob cant fight him. must haf sim those type of ultra fast lob den can win him.


REASONS OF LOSING
-backhand (habit)
-slow back movement, esp position 3 & 4
-occasional mistakes at the net
-fall prey to fast and angled smashes.

THINGS TO DO & to CHANGE
-FASTER POSITION 3 and 4 (i realli need drilling on this)
-improve my sharpness of stroke and timing. echance my lob quality
-try not to crossnet OR perfect it
-aim his backhand and forecourtforehand corner. HIS MAJOR WEAKNESS
(okie lah, mine also....zzz)

Activated Seikei @ 8:41 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

/yo, new layout\.

current bugs

-once you click a hyperlink, you cant click it a 2nd time. all hyperlinks disabled once you click one. to solve it, simply refresh and repick.
-old post are in BLACK, meaning you cant see. if you're desperate, you can go copy and paste into notepad but well. the past is the past, there's no point in diggin into it right? i dun care if you argue tt it's part of y pple blog.

because of this, i decided to change my style of posting and experiement with the different colours compose mode has to offer.

hmmm, green feels nice. unlike yellow, which i cant c while typing into this white box. okie. i decided to spent my time building this new layout today. why? somehow i felt destressed. well coz im quite comfirmed to promote. passed my amaths, emaths and english overall. thats just the promotion criteria. and btw, this time im not last in the class. but my L1R5 is, but hu cares, it's Os that matters. now some lamo sec 3 EOY exam L1R5. whats the pnt? the pnt is no!.

i might still retain, but now the chance is EXTREMELY LOW. tmr's level meeting, if teachers all guailan feel that i shld retain, they can deduct my marks. coz im still counted as a borderline case. >_< lol. but i dun think so lah.....hehe. anyway hols coming, dex birthday this sun. lking forward to it.

ytd visited segar CC badminton court. wahhaha..gort Aircon!!! OMFG. nice! and the stairs to the court look posh and high class. and pro. the environment is NICE!!, but the court itself is quite strange. being a person who seldom plae in CC, the ceiling feels so low. i think sometimes if you lob, the lob will like barely touch the ceiling. 2 storeys high onli. haix. wz also can serve till hit ceiling. den reserve. SO LAME. my long serve power dropping le. dunno y, i think coz i learning short serve. haix. nvm, shall go retrain long serve.

tmr night playing dere again. i thinkx.

ok well. i still think my layout looks and feels funny. so mani bugs...eeee

backtrack abit. last saturday bad training. 201 kiddies went there. lol. at first i din noe, until glenn told me. qp was there also. juz when i tot i dun like qp le, the feeling coming bac. HAIX...was off-form so i lost glenn. won adrian and marvin. as usual.

qp is still VERY CUTE. but everytime i say that i kenna bombardations from wz, dexter,wr,glenn,tj...-.- everybody i guess. WHY????

i feel my badminton deproving. i think i gonna use hols to catch up, nt to mention my studies also. im goin fullswing intensive badminton and studies chioing. i will abandon my wc3 and dota. and btw, dun think i goin siao coz i dun think i can plae more than 3-4 hrs of badminton per dae. holiDAYS are long, thats why they are called holidays....

last wk interhse. quite funny. actualli. first round green housey vs red housey. LOL. red hse sure win lah. but green hse put up a good fight. first game! was the MOST exiciting. it was guo xiang from our red hse and ting jun, our good fren and the proest in green hse. lol. end up, tj lost. but he managed to 7-0 GX in one set. WOWOWO. i din realli watch. but wow. was kinda taken aback. i was playing in the beside court, and i keep hearing gx's smash his net.....dun believe me? you can hear one lor..

den 2nd game, boys doubles. i playing. team wif sim. against chun yik and alan. lol. first set, at first i abit excitied den make alot mistakes. like wide, , net..blah...and got even JUDGEMENTAL mistakes. cant believe it lor. anyway wif sim, we easily won the game. 7-4 i think. on our first service we got 5 points le. it was raining n the wind was SOO funny n weird. hate the wind.hate the sch hall. glad im nt playing finals. den 2nd set. we moved house, this side seem better. lol. den easily 7-0 them. sian, the whole match was less than 3-4 min.....i told sim to plae 2nd set, he DUN WAN...haix. see lar. lidat cannot plae much.

dis friday sch baazar. vlee gaf us the idea to set up a store regarding to tabletennis/badminton. since our clan choir sissies got to go singing, mi n sim decide to set up. tmr we will approach gx n ask him wad he think. n ideas will be appreciated!! lol...zzz...z.z.z.z..z

anyway my life is still so boring. aside from this few days, quite stress ar. dunno whether can promote anot......everynight got weird dream (NOT WET DREAM FOR HELLS SAKE). wake up sian sian one..the consequences of too much stress...


Activated Seikei @ 7:55 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Tuesday, October 18, 2005*~

//interhse badminton?

i passed all papers that was returned yesterday, but today, failed everything. fortunately onli recieved 2 papers, physics and geog. geog i was mentally prepared and physics too. (well i wouldn't be able to pass overall also). my marks are too grude to be posted. 1 e8, 1 f9. horrible. k. first time im feeling the damage of getting f9, and to think i was immune to it last term where i got f9 for everything..im improving!!!

tommorow most likely gettin bac emaths and chem. lol. 3p4's chem average MSG is 6.9, which means avg is fail. and mattew lim teaching then also. OMG, think i also goin to fail le. nvm i can kao my emaths. mrs hoe sae my lit not well done, she heard from osgodby? dunno lah. lol. 1 more pass can le..

today sch passed quite quickly, morning went hall take geog paper. okie, most of us failed. zhong shun got 20+ onli. haha, wz, me, dexter, tj, almost all of us except wr and glenn got 40+ for our geog. only glenn the turbine got 57 and wr 56. pros man. pros r pros. cant help it......

okie den later physics lesson, (few free periods here n there..), got bac our physics. wz passed. somehow? glycen got lower mark den me. and quite a few were at the 30+ range . heard that mr hisham goin to be our physics teacher nxt yr, everyone was veri happi...wee..

then vlee was being superlame. came in do sign lanquage. lol.......everyone was wondering if got time prac anot. lol. den end up dun haf. but we haf quite alot of hw. hmmm..2 maths paper. our sch last yr one. the one wr lend mi to c last time. i just look through din do. seem quite ez. hmm.haven't done yet, maybe i shld start tonight. due on thursday..., vlee sae pple who get below 60 for amaths must go bac to sch 2 times each week during holidays. okie lor. im fine with it. im goin to chiong amaths also. i wan to get A1 now!!! MUST! i wan my racket back!!!...now im feeling motivated!!! actualli veri. but whether i haf the discipline to carry out what i sae, it's another question....

i went to c my own amaths paper. the EOY paper. sian lah, full of careless mistakes. mani of them i noe how to do, but i messed up the calculations n got the whole qn wrong. SIAN LEH. could have gotten a 70.....of coz not more than that, coz there r questions i dunno how to do also...

after sch, went to hall to c lowersec interhse badminton. lol. quite funny. onli decent guy down there was soon beng. watch him play a while.....then me and wz test out the court conditions (c whether playable anot). okie, actualli quite ok. but the lighting quite bad. seems to be. lol. btw IM PLAYING TMRS INTERHSE.me n glenn doubles, wz singles or mixed doubles, interchangable with sim. hmmm..coz gx got scout. LOL..but i think he plying finals. den me or glenn go out, i dunno. nvm lah. tmr go there thrash pple also fun. tmr we VS green hse. tj/alan pair. lol. i quite hmmmm..nervous actualli. tj play with us. know our playstyles so well. the floor is slipper.

WZ JUST CALL MI N SAID IM PLAYIHNG SINGLES>.!?!?!?? WTF WHAT IF


the light keeps blinding me
the borrowed racket doesn't like me..
the floor becomes slipperly


AND I LOSE HOW?? lol.pressure is so great!


Activated Seikei @ 7:00 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Monday, October 17, 2005*~

//

lol to dexter:

MY PERSPECTIVE`formation of Clan Lego`

typing all this in this weird font is strange, but just to put some emphasis (bloody-.-?) on what im typing, i guess i should be typin this in another colour. but what the heck. i don't care.

im typing things from my memory,. whether they r true anot, its another question. if theres not solid prove, go ahead and doubt it....im not asking anyone to believe, since it's like soooo long ago.

ok well. i remember hanging out with XY alot during sec 1. btw, we shared the same interest. i don't reallir emember whether itreated him like a fren, or vice versa. but we were on mutual relationship, where no harm is done, just helping out each other at times of need. we discussed mainly about our games.....that was strange. i forgot hu i was sitting wif last time also. i remember goh put me beside wei rong. and then at first wr was kinda unhappy, got to sit with the lousy-mark and stupid n retard TY. lol, at least thats wad i felt. but i tot it was at least better than MX, hu wud always sulk when i beat him in english compres,....besides them, i lose him in everything else i think. for goddess sake, i WASNT studying. till now, i know. hehe.

okie. then i remember buying WC reign of chaos long time back. then for some reason my brother took it out (dig it out from some cupboard) and i started playing a little of it. then wr was also playing frozen throne at glenn hse or something quite frequently. i know glenns hse use to be a hangout. i wasn't realli INTO the clan yet. i just know wr. den we started talking about WC. i clearly rmb talking about chimeras, towers..etc..some bullshitcock. lol. i dun realli rmb. den slowly i got introduced to wz..,glenn,wp....and we started to play wc quite often. den we became quite close. (i guess..)

backtrack a little. before i hangout with XY. i rmb i knew wz and tj whu wud flirt almost everyday. with hui qian and gang. den i knew dexter on the first day in bPGHS. he like dun wan to friend me den i abit lonely. LOL....den i just stick with him....n i think he knew wz liao. (anot? i nt sure..) haha..den at the start of the year (1st term) i was wif mx. n mx,me,dexter and marcus were one clan. HEY, n sabo-ing MX always was fun.

den somewhere around september or june. we started playing badminton. dun know why. i think one day glenn or someone brought badminton racket to skool. den at first wz n him were just hitting hitting. den they say "hey quite fun"...so they went to play in jelapang quite often. then i rmb seeing everybody play. and being like abit no interest at that time, i just stood by and watched. i rmb the last time when i very small i take badminton racket cant even hit shuttle. so i scared malu myself. dun play...., then tj went to drink water or something......so he offered me his racket. actualli its me or xy. but xy was very ..umm..stubborn, he dun wan to play. so i just take lor. of coz, i malu-ed myself. it was fun also. i manage to hit the shuttle better than i expected..but still very very very very very noob. that was the moment where i started playing badminton, which is aprox 1 year ago.

slowly we started to play in jelapang and wr brought us to the stadium. it was close my house anyway..hehe. but then we played in jelapang more becoz theres no cost unlike stadium. den since then XY was left out. anyway he went on his MC spree n start absenting himself for school. every1 thought he goin to retain at the end of the year. but he din. (i guess..wonder wad happen)...., okie den badminton continues. i started inventing special move like higuma otoshi. >_<>

since then, i bonded with the clan quite well. after the exams, it was...badmintoning- (noob), and warcrafting. jelapang became a very important place in the formation of our clan. then glenns hse became v popular also n wz go there like everydae. hmmm..what happened next? i remember wz wanted to statr playing seriously. i was like "fine". okie. u wan to play serious, go ahread. im goin to stick here playing my noobminton and just hit the shuttle and laugh at myself......thats badminton to me, at that time. i was horribly wrong....and i was lucky to have followed him..

then after exam period was the period where i confessed to qp. which i was stupidly rejected. nvm, no pain liao. im like..immune to it already? i dun realli like her anymore......, time is the best medicine, agree? nvm. den during the holidays, i chiong anime....n we just had stayovers in our house.

okie then year 2005 arrived and i started playing noobminton in the courtyard. wz kan le abit bu shuang i guess.....
one night, we were toking on fone. he told me " you wan to play serious anot? you should go n unlesh the potential...dun anyhow play anyhow plae very waste time n dumb ".den he go on. one sentence very inspiring..

do you know how much satisfaction you gain by hitting a proper, neat and sweat drop shot? etc...i didn't understand what he meant at first. but well, now i do. hehe....okie..nvm.

den one time glenn anyhow spam to qp with wp badmouthing me in one conver. i veri angri. even though i know hopeless liao but i felt that glenn very irritaitng. and that time glenn was very..insensitive and keep making jokes about me. then.....wz also kenna......he also quite pissed i think......so we decided to boycott glenn. but afterall, wr started to stick with glenn and wp followed. i started to hate the 3 of them, for some reason. so me and wz stick together then dexter was lost in between them. i agree that during the period i was feeling quite confused also but kept my cool and calmness to analyse the situation.....

den rivalry broke out in the badminton court.....for some reason i lost to wr. i think its cause of the jelapang conditions. im not goin to give excuses. i just got angry with myself for no reason. losing a match that i wud haf won but nvm. i was partly angry with him also. glenn was just showing his smiling face everywhere, which i c liao also piss me off sometimes. but now dun haf le. that was last time....

so me and wz chiong badminton together........, sometimes with tj. lol....den during the time wr went overseas, all of us dramatically improved. den he came bac, sian diao. cant plae wif us le....then time just pass and pass....until now, which i have beaten wp. glenn,me,wz,tj still haf trraining every sat. n dex n wz playing tabletennis sometimes....


Activated Seikei @ 7:37 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

a day of worry is more exhausting than a week of hard work

that is totally true. today i experienced the most stressful day of my life. the return of the english paper. lol. okie, im not sure if i passed. i got 19.5,18 respectively for compo and 22/50 for compre. thats VERY bad considering im in my emergency state. which adds up and roundsu p to 60/100, which is about 54 percent. then i was desperate since my previous term result nids me to get a....a....57 to pass. and just to barely pass. OMG, so i went with glenn to ask mrs hoe for my oral marks. which turned out to be 14. i went bac thinking it was 20. den glenn suddenly popped the question, " izzit apoint 20 or 30.." OMFG...okie after some calculations. if its apoint 20, i pass, if 30, i fail. OMG. and i will get a 49.99% even if it was 20%. OMG...even the decimals in the 2nd decimal place adds up to 9. what is this??? wth..god is pretty humourous huh..>_<

right now i haf 2 choices. one is to feel happy with my result. 49.99 is actualli considered pass already. im sure the school will let it round up. right? they cant be rounding down?????.....OMG........and if oral is 30 marks im dead. retain lor. have one more year to do sec 3 stuff. quite fun aniwae..HAIX.HAIXHAIXHAIXHAIXHAIX.

Activated Seikei @ 4:03 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Sunday, October 16, 2005*~

//another day wasted

i just found out sumthing.that is, the ISP is not immediately when holiday starts. we get 1 week break first. so that means, 2 wks of sch, 1 week of holiday, 2 weeks of isp den 5 weeks of holiday. thats a funny arrangement though. i dun understand also.....HAIX. whether its good or anot, i also dunno. just that...i can look forward to this 1 week...since it;'s just 2 weeks away. YAY...

anyway today time just passed while i was dota-ing, wc-ing n surfing net...nothing much anyway..lol...

Activated Seikei @ 8:37 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

felt soooo disappointed with myself for waking up at 11. shld have more things to do, since it's the last day before sch starts again. read my previous post, it shows you how mcuh i treat this week like a holiday break ( at least 1 week? ). lol. okie, nvm. it's only 1 more month to go. 2 more weeks if you don't count in ISP. at least ISP we're having some public speaking course from outsiders so it wun be dat bad. hopefully. i think im kinda looking forward to it also. what im sooo not looking forward to is 2 hours of social studies, geog and all those boring subjects. at least 2 hours of emaths let you slack almost completely. i think ill bring something to do on emaths periods.....yeah! n im goin to practise spinning pen. im still so noob. haix.

but right now im feeling bored, restless, but more of hungry. my parents,brothersss,maid all out andi h af not food at home...haix, feel so helpless. went to play one game of wc but i lost, i think it's due to my hunger. haix. seriously seriously...WHAT TO DO TODAY??

schs gonna start again, NVM 2 weeks. HYMPHH!! i dun care, it MUST pass quickly. ISP will more or less feel like holiday remedial (will it?), since theres no flag raising...., no crap shit, ando onli sec 3s in the sch. it will feel different, hopefully different from school. LOL. everydae still end at 1+..

im talking about this over and over again...

bored...bored bored..
hungry..hungry..hungry
what to do???

Activated Seikei @ 11:56 AM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Saturday, October 15, 2005*~

//good things must come to an end

tmr is the last day to this holiday. i mean, half-holiday. i bet sec1/2s are feeling so shuang coz 2 more week and it's their holidays liao. FARK THE ISP, eat up our 2 weeks holiday!!?!??! everydae come bac sch haf lesson...somemore each period 2 hr 2hr one..WAH KAO..sian leh....sch will be empty, onli sec 3s...this will feel weird...

haix. anyway this yr holiday also normally must go bac, dun even feel like holiday at all..2 weeks. haix. just gif to the sch lor....SOB..SOB...

feeling sian diao now. monday go sch, 1:40 dismissal time again. WTF> no more 10+,12+ release. feeling SIANZ. and i pass up my super thin amaths file, [ready to die!]...LOLZ.....hope vlee just dun check...and just dun care or just collect for fun, but thats..impossible. im dreaming the impossible. wth. will get bac exam results. will i pass my english (me needs a solid 57 just to pass), will i retain??? (thats the question im constantly asking myself), i hope......NOT...lol.


OKIE enuff of ranting, im feeling so sick. but im constantly reassuring my english can make it. that made me feel slightly better. my nose has stopped hurting. everything seems fine, only the fact that i haf only 1 more day of enjoyment. then it's another stretch of school days, boring stale, and retard sch days with lots n lots of a maths hw and other hw and stuff. no more badminton everyday. i feel like im about to part with my holidays and gd time. but good things must come to an end. but fortunately there's the end of year holiday to look forward too. 1, 1/2 weeks thats just like primary sch. i think i'll enjoy it..it's still long enough..XD HOPEFULLY.

now im rather confused about what i shld do tmr. option a, stay at home, warcraft/dota the entire day. option b, find someplace,somewhere to play badminton, (quite unlikely it's too LATE to book court now..X_x)..option c, jio lego clan to watch movie (hopefully pple will not be too lazy to move their bums out of their house)...option d-sleep the whole day..., option e-just go out somewhere, for the sake of goin out. thats LAME okie. i usually evaluate what to do like this...

this world is strange. the worst day isn't the worst day itself but the day before it, but that applies only when you know whats gonna happen, and vice versa

aha, and thats how i come into conclusion that fridaysss are always more enjoyable than saturday nights. the closer you are to monday, the worst you feel. it's monday that is rotten egg, but it is inevitable to feel worst on sunday night. im feeling pre-monday blues, right now!! can you believe it. probably if i have zero risk of retaining and passed up a perfect flawless A maths file i wud probably have nothing to fear on monday. but no use crying over spilt milk...all i can is to pray...and pray hard...ZZZ

Activated Seikei @ 10:35 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i finally understood how it feels to have a badminton racket (in motion) being smacked right onto your face. yes, it hurt. ALOT...it almost broke my nose. haha, all thanks for mavin. anyway i guess it was partially my fault for diving into a shot which i shouldn't be goin for. wtf, but he looked like he was gonna get it.

today had lesser number of people. (actualli quite the same), i think 6 people. wz took on weiyang and glenn (i think we shld all stop calling weiyang zombie..he feels more normal, he even shake my hand after our match zzz). while i took on adrian and marvin. it was obvious i had a much easier time than wz. i think i won, game ending 15-6 or something like that. or maybe less, i didn't really remember. then we swapped. adrian became the solo-er and i partnered marvin. marvin is one confusing guy, sometimes i can read what his goin to do...and zzz..-.- i just jumped into a shot and end up havin my nose smacked. ouch, that hurt. it sent my eyes watering with tears, (its not that im crying due to pain, i mean, if your nose got pinched or whacked, crying is NORMAL)....

right, after that i was kinda "forced" into playing a match with glenn, with my nose still hurting. NVM..>_<, i lost badly. coz dunno y my lob all became half-court n i kenna smashed so badly. nvm, 3-15...thats realli thrashing. NVM, revenge will come...

played with marvin one set. i was being ambixious doin crossnet. i was leading 8-0, den he caught up to 8-3. den i finished off the game with 15-6. funny thing is glenn and wz tot i lost..????? huh...lol. i not so lousy ok...

if don't think i have a problem winning, IF only i did not have a broken nose that kept bothering me.

after that some boring doubles. which was such a waste of time ( i hate doubles btw..). whilst, wz playe match with mr foo and mr fong AGAIN. lol. 15-2, 15-9 both kenna owned. haha. at least he got quite a number of pnts from mr fong, jia you! lol. but sim got 12...HAHAHA....when will i be strong enough to play with him???
mr foo i understand, his unbeatable right now to us..

LOL...finally i played one game with weiyang. HAHA, it was quite close. i think i started leading only at the late game. i rmb scores were 11-8,13-10, then 15-10 for the finish. he made ALOT of service erros which allowed me to relentlessly earn points and finally lead me to match pnt and win the game. whew, i tot i was goin to lose..all i rmb is that my strokes are blunt today, lob no power. drop so floating and slow..footwork sluggish....i feel like im off-form. not to the extreme end, but just rather....but i think it's bad enough...probbaly coz i din play on friday. (usually thats the case). so whats the problem? luck? or what? i even made an effort to sleep early the previous night..zzz....-.-|| i think i realli nid to find the cause of this problem. izzit just me or the strings or my racket felt weird today...didn't get the crispy feeling like last week.....tension degrading!!! haix..

i starting to like my long serve bac again. short serve feels so disadvantageous when i can blast a long serve to adrian, marvin and zombie to force a energyconsuming return. lol...., adrian and marvin being short are disadvantageous to long serve. zombie usually drop it if i sent it high up to him. so i can already predict their style. whilst on the other hand, my short serve is nicely returned (decently) by zombie. adrian tends to attack it like in doubles which usually results in long or wide, or net. but theres still sometimes when he pokes it quite nicely down, in which i lose the service. i still prefer my long serve now though. finally found it more useful...

later went to long john n eat. hmm yump!! yump! hehe. den late le so went home ard 5. lol......came bac, played some bnet. WOOOOO, i finally got my 25 win random icon.......!!!!! naga roxs. lol. dunno what to aim for next......150 win seems SOOO FAR...

Activated Seikei @ 7:44 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Friday, October 14, 2005*~

//what another day

i felt like goin out today, but somehow circumstances made it kinda impossible. first the rain, which made my house feel so cozy and comfortable to slack ard...woah...lol. spent the entire day playing wc3. right now my random score is
15-11, today i spent most of the time playing solo 1v1 random. hehe. right now i just like nightelves and orc. im not too good with human and undead. undead sucks, i mean i don't like it at all. maybe i would if i know how to do a proper and decent ghouls rush, then that wud be a diff story. :), well.....right now i only play the fiend/stat strat. it's soo boring. then sometimes i get a few meat wagen to play play. i know im not pro enough to use necromancers yet..lol.

human is still quite okie. i just keep using knights/casters. it's quite jian, but i lost one game because the enemy went air. lol...., unlike UD, NE and ORC which have their anti air quite avaliable, HUMAN only has their siege tanks and gyrocopters? and their ranged units, riflemans to counter air. and it['s so inconvinient to get them........human is not my cup of tea...

on the other hand, orcs and nightelf rules!!! NE strat, KOTG with mass archers is realli jian against orc. entangle, FF, DIE! rinse and repeat. lol. i quite like my old DH with hunts rush, rush till you die type. lol. so funny. enemy did that to me, but i was human and my militia fought them away. they came bac in another few minutes with more hunts and they keep pushing and pushing. finally i won them with my lvl 8 archmage which lvl-ed so much from killing their hunts. i waso nly left with 1 knight (3/3 fully upgraded), 1 lvl 8 archmage, 1 level 2 paladin and 1 priest. and i won. i din even haf any peasents left coz my militia were blizzarded away with the hunts. lol. hhehe, it was the most interesting game. lol..

hehe, so enough of wc. i feel like im down with a flu. sick of wc. i guess tonight ill cooldown with some dota, den sleep. or maybe some anime. downloading densha otoko and black cat (new series??=.=?)....and im hungry..wonder wads for dinner...

din play bad today....sad..

well, tmr got training! im sooo looking forward to it...

watched naruto, this filler was lousier than the previous one. (somehow..), the raiga and ranmaru are total lamers.....yep, hardcore lamers. and the curry of life, adds some spice of retardness to the show (no pun intended...zz).....this is insane. but at least the new intro and ending songs r decent. the ending song is quite above average but im not realli too fond of it. wr's crazy about it. well you wan the mp3? wait till it's released...it'll take some time. meanwhile, dun wastey our time to find the tv rip version. it'll end up in the recycle bin once the full version comes out....., and believe it anot, by the time the full version comes out, you'll be sick of the song. no time to appreicate the full ver...thats wad ive experienced........lolz..-.-||

my brother just finished his exams today. lol. he n his friends (all piakiaish looking) came to my hse. so noisy. all playing soccer games...>_<, n talking about soccer. izzit THAT nice???. haha but i guess it's just another group of friend,s another clan, another environment..VERY unlike and opposite our lego clan. huh..lol.

Activated Seikei @ 6:52 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Thursday, October 13, 2005*~

//wtf stayover

stayover ytd and half-party. it was lame, actualli VERI lame. morning went plae bad. some sec1/2s from our sch were there including a bunch of noob guys. din realli c them play but they r just hitting the shuttle and not actualli playing badminton..i observed that some of them have quite nice form and they can use their wrist already, the way they play reminds me of our clan during the early ages of our badminton development.

we played for 3 hour plus. surprisingly, i wasn't feeling tired at all in the end as if my thrist have not been satisified. LOL. then there was dis guy who was soon beng's friend i think. ghis 31 yrs old. wahhh his lob so power. hit OUT, i stroke with him den he keep hitting out lob i still take. OUT by ALOT lor. den sometimes i wan to dulan him go n hit one out lob with all my strenght n turn around n sae out. wtf...make me feel so dulan. nvm, den i ask him some stuff about BH n he started to teach me abit. he dun look like an adult, but this strenght realli is. his not bad, technique wise. okie okie lah. i think i'll lose him, but put up a close fight.....wz will thrash him though..

ltr wp n wr went lot 1 fetch 201 kiddies. den they went WR's house..LOL. den wp came stadium find us n we manage to reach myself. my house was like so peaceful until 201 pple came. as time pass, my room and the 3rd level hall became messier and messier until i feel so dirty and sticky. eeek. anyway, wp was lame. he din wan to entertain the kids, and wz leh, keep playing warcraft!!! DUN EVEN WAN TO GO SEE HIS YF. nvm......then i went out a few times. then pple were complaining hungry so wp gave us a treat! THANK U WP....

they were playin lame games outside (as i could hear) and i was just inside my room waiting for my turn to play com.POOR THING right, its my OWN COM..for hell's sake.....

......anyway, time passed and soon nobody went out to entertain the 201 kids. so they went home. LAME lah, lol. i dunno y we call them also. everybody make it seem like it's my decision. it's NOt mine, it's not wr's either. i think it's WP and dex's idea..wtf man. so lame. n i think dexter din wan to go out and play becoz swusan wasnt there. SO LAMO...

i think yf can gif up le, wz dun like her totally. now den i realize or he just made his decision i presume!!! omg. lol. right now all of us think wz shouldn't stead with wz. dunno y hehe. -.-|| lame lah, but then.....i dun think any of those lifeless 201 kids will manage to make wz fall in love....(okie, no offense..)..

okie den they went home. finally my house became abit more peaceful. den our clan went out to limbang to eat dinner. had mac, and we visited the lan shop there. so small and stuffy and unpro, thats what the environment is like. and COMS are windows 98!!! omFG!! this isn't a lan shop!!. anyway it was half-arcade. we wanted to challenge otherp ple dota but end up..>_<, no one to play with so we decided to play Free for all normal game. OWOOOOOO..so fun.

me,wr,glenn,tj,wp played. wz din plae coz he din haf money. or something like that. LOL, i was orc, tj was NE glenn and wr were HUMAn and Wp was undead (asusual that freak). lol...den i placed beside wp. so funny. he went crypt fiends and i massed towers and defenses. with all my burrows and towers wp's lanjiao army cant touch me, HAHAHHAHAHA....den i was massin troll batriders in my base. thats my lame strat. troll batriders are EVUL okie. they wipe out builders so ubberly FAST...OMFG...but if you know what im goin to do and know how to counter, im dead. but with pple like wp (low intelligence), it was easy to destroy his goldmine with my batriders. the game progressed and glenn being the most pro went to attack tj. as i was sitting beside tj i knew glenn was out and won't tp home so i went there and kajiao him. i DESTROYED his whole base. but little did i suspect...he had an expansion..WAHHH exciting.

okie i forgot to expand and my gold ran out. den i tot "OMG", but wanted to creep to get gold. but then guess what?? wr mass flying machines!!! OMFG< my army of wyverns and batriders were decimated just like that. HAIX> i concede defeat. first was wp, followed by tj. den me. not bad liao..

then it was the final battle, glenn vs wr. HAHAHHA everyone tot glenn was goin to lose but he made a comeback with his puny expansion and won, both his heros were level 7 OMFG...wr lost. GG wr..nice glenn. WAHHHHAHAHHHH...INTERESTING GAME...FFA roxs!!

okie so went bac to my house. usual crappin plus rotation of com. den at 4am we went to 7 eleven to buy instant noodles. it was so cold in the morning n the air remind me of the OBS air. lol..i felt super nostalgic..HAHA. noodles taste soo nice when you're hungry. we sat at taxi stand and eat den almost got taxi stop...>_< lol..no lah j/k onli.

so we went bac but by the time eveyone was so friggin tried so we all fought for bed, sofa...etc..i got fedup and went down to my cozy matress in my parents room to sleep..WAHHA..woke up 10+. went up, wp wr still playing com. wz n tj snoring le. HAHAHA.....glenn was asleep also. everyone was so sleepy. finally they left...

they left good memories, a good experience but a TERRIBLE MESS IN MY ROOM...

Activated Seikei @ 1:40 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Monday, October 10, 2005*~

//

whats wrong with me? getting sleepy when it's 9PM only. i feel so sick but i cant abandon emaths paper 2 tmr.

i start to think alot weird thoughts. (no it's not what you're thinking). i was just thinking how pple can live without sports? seriously. i feel so happy and lucky to have gotten into badminton that now i can enjoy it. i feel revived, i feel like im living a new life, just because of badminton, i have a second life, a playground to release all my stress and anxieties...

how can people go to school, flirt the whole day long, attend CCa just for the sake of CCA pnts, tackle exams to make everyone proud and to create an illusion that they are smart....hangout with friends all day long, come online and chat for one whole night. thats just a boring life. how can these "no-life" pple live? i dun understand how can they survive.

i believe that a person with goals and without goals are very different...putting studies aside...how do you rank people? by their marks in report book? by their looks? why are we living anyway? i just cant understand. intelligence is not about muggin and placing facts into your brain and vomitting them into the exam script. that for HELL's sake, i beg to diff, is not true intelligence. it's an illusion, it's an image, it's virtual and not real! for heaven's sake, it's realli retard how people think they are smart because they score high for exams.

the real intelligence comes with not studying and getting high grades. (for example, someone who dun study can do fairly well), it's the proportion of study hours with grades. thats intelligence, (real one though), but not complete. how can someone be intelligent when he doesn't have any sports intelligence.

im not saying this all because i think im intelligent, it's just im clafiying the illusion that many people are suffering from...

just for ranting it out, why do people play basketball anyway. it's such a lamer's game. seriously, it's a game about how many milk you drink and consume daily, it's about how high you can toss that stupid retard orange look alike ball with retard black lines into that idiotic hook. it's stupid, whether you're tall, short, or middleheight, it's just an idiots game. it doesn't require skill, it requires...hmmm...time wastage. but why do many people crowd around basketball courts all day long? and waste their precious time?? i wonder why? this world is intriguin, many people are dumb. god must have spent less time on them, at least in the intellectual aspect....

but i do think my perspective might change if i read or watch slam dunk. it looks quite nice, i must admit..

well, other sports are ok. i do give a fair deal of respect to good pingpong,tennis,golf,soccer...players. and even cyber games, they require SKILL, not like basketball. what skill is there when you can win the game with a 2M tall giant? it's a retard game. period.

singaporeans are going nuts. why are we playing such dumb games? you see basketball courts, and basketplayers everywhere. with their baggy shorts and basketball shoes. do they look cool? NAH not at all. they might seem to be girl-magnets. but in fact they r actualli disgusting....

compared to the cool polo tshirts by yonex, or the soccer jerseys. there's a big difference.......don't you think singlets with a huge armpit hair overgrowth are disgusting? and basketball players think that they are cool? singaporenas are goin nuts seriously...

i came to sterotype that basketball players are very actcool. no skill still wanna act cool. thats dumb!

okie enough of ranting, im goin to sleep.

Activated Seikei @ 9:10 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wow today was so darn productive! learnt one new serve, the kukujiao serve (no offense intended), lol. actualli wz invented it. it's actualli like behind the back where you use to serve and now i master that until quite okie liao (actualli shldn't call master, but i found it usable to a certain extent [yep, go ahead, fail my social studies]). lol.....LOL..LOL..

today at the start was feeling veri slacky. cannot plae well. then doubles also veri sian sian lidat. den all of e sudden, when we try doin the behind the back serve i started feeling veri enthu and my lobs had significantly increase in power and distance, at least thats what i felt....

then later i played match with wp. HAHAHAH, ownage! and guess what? i own him with kukujiao serve! 15-4 I THINK, or five. i forgot. i 6-0ed him at the start followed by 7-1. and at the 8th pnt i did my first behind back serve and it send him to the back desperately trying to reach the shot. lol. i din know i can hit so far with such restricted movement. okie, den soon the game progressed and i managed to keep a 13-3 lead. then i let him gain one point more for my mistake and won the game with kukujiao serve. LOL..

tj and wz were luffing like mad.....

Activated Seikei @ 5:54 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Sunday, October 09, 2005*~

//

changed e layout! kakoii darou? haha, anyway i couped the layout from blogskins, it's not mine. just modified it. i also haf come into conclusion that creating ur own layout is realli a waste of time, why not just coupe it from someone when you only have to give credit?....

....okie today was lame. woke up, played a bit of dota. den slack around and do some visualisation badminton training. ZZZ i know tts stupid, but it's real okie....ZZZ-.-. then at around 1 plus i went wei rong house. went there earlier and wz,wp and dex arrived later.

we started studying abit chem, but spent most of the time tocking cock and doin nth beside toking cock. lol. talk about warcraft story..den talk about wz and yf while discussing our afterexam party on wednesday. then dexter was being a big pervert all the while. hehe, quite fun. but tiring. -.-|| somehow crap until like mouth dry. lol. den later got icecream cake!! wah nice! ty wr! but then i think too nice until i forgot what flavour le. LAME! LOL. and i spin wr's pen until the ink leak. SRY.dunno how to do also..>_<

then later went lot 1. we went stadium and wp went to time his 400M run. not bad he got like 1 m 20 seconds with his polo t and 3/4 pants. and bare footed. i think with proper attire his score should be significantly higher. wooo, wr also about the same. i dunno what ill get. last time i sprinted 400-500M ( not sure coz my house behind joggin track no proper marking), with ankle weights i got 1m 41 seconds. then i took off the weights and got 1m 22 seconds. im so slow. but second time coz im tired lah. -.-|| tired liao, leg already cannot move. sprint wad..

then went into stadium saw ah pui coach n gang,. din c them plae coz by the time we walk to the other side they haven even start playibng anything. then the other side r noobies. lol. i smell the badminton court already feel like playing. me and wz feeling the same enthu-ness. SO farni. i said, " wah lan shldn't have come in, now inner fire is burning in me", den wz sae " dun worry, i understand, wait till tmr bah ". lol. den dex wp n wr went on blabblin about WC story. SO LAMO.

went mac to eat, den they crapped from Wc story to normal game and back to dota. sit down there listen, but din talk much. just feel inspired to play back the normal wc game. lol. so fun. hehe.

end up, din do much revision. i intend to watch those stuff i DL-ed (full metal panic 2nd raid and suzuka) then go n read chem textbook and memorize the stuff which i haven't memorized....aside from that, i'll figure out moles tmr morning in sch, then im done. lol

nxt wed thurs and fri ish marking dae? comfirm anot? wr said it is. and we having party (??). wah, nxt week feels like holiday liao leh. monday chem paper finish 10+ go home!! den tuesday even beta Emaths 9+ go home..., den wed,thurs,fri HOLIDAY!!! whoohooooo..one shuang weak ahead. time for more badminton.

slice forehand drop is my sole weapon now (that can be actualli used to my advantage), im goin to train another weapon to be evil now. lemme think, i think im goin to train my net shot. LOL..hehe!

Activated Seikei @ 8:16 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Saturday, October 08, 2005*~

//

i think ive been changing my sytle of posting quite alot huh? last time was that type what you think format now i go n use those dulan write in proper sentences style. guess im changing bac. XD y? iso dunno bahx. just feel like it.

badminton was quite normal today. i won ZOMBIE AND ADRIAN 15-4, 15-1 respectively. wohoo!! lol, weizhong's three golden rules to not underestimate your opponent sure works. #1-think of consequences of underestimating (aka lose the match), #2-the elimnation method of recieving a shot, #3-and how not to use backhand. ive been practising this triple "counters" to my weaknesses with glenn and wen pu and i felt it work.

let me tell you how the elimination method works. ever felt scared or intimated when ur opponent is doin an overhead shot at the back. what to expect? clear, attack clear? lob? drop? slice drop? smash? there r alot of variety. but wz taught me to elimnate at least one in your mind. which usually is smash. without smash as an option for the opponent, all is left is lob and drop so i will have to guard my front and back. and becareful of those deceptive slice drops. lol. it works fine coz adrian and zombie NEVER smash from the back. either lob or drop. but adrian got something give drives...lol.so weird, it drives me nuts.

okie secondly. i used less backhand. i think the only backhand i used was to counterdrive. or in the mid court. i din try any BH clear, which was probably why i won.

i switched to short serves because i started to lose confident in my long serve (yup, that was my "speciality" back then), but since wz can do it better than me now i shall start practising my SHORT SERVE muahahaha. beware the tricky depths of short serve.adrian usually go piak piak den wide or long. so funny. 15-1 just lidat. no kick lah! okie, but shldn't underestimate him next time..

short serve opp cannot attack!! unless it's too high lah, thats y must practise lor. den the ah pui coach and his tudi ( it hink in jc) beside our court. they sooo pro. backhand so much power lor. i so envious. my backhand no power......., anyway our whole training beside adrian's father and mrfoo no one can do BH lob. LOL.im not left out...., mr foo said 'backhand will come, dun worry about it' i wan to believe it that leh...-.-||

play with zombie more fun. coz i can read his form liao. drop coming, i know. lob coming. i also know. probably same with wz...coz he read my form so much that he thradsh me 15-0 now. i dun care liao lah. play at the noob level den work my way up, consitancy is more important now.

then besides that got mutiple shuttle feed. i LOVE that. so fun. all sorts of shots for me to play. den it's like random one. test reflexes also. i love this drill. den the other court got tapping drill. also not bad. but dunno y adrian's dad feed shuttle like so evil today. i keep hit net one...wor..EVIL!!!

then i soaked one whole shirt today. changedto my other shirt den quickly went home. lol. dunno what to do. believe it anot my body still warm warm one now. still suffering from aftereffects of badminton. now i feel so enthu, wan to play somemore. but cannot. SIAN lah..-.-|| hai hai haiz...

oh yah den about interhse bad.

our house SURE WIn! at least uppersec, NO Nid to fight liao. blue,purp,yellow,green house all forget it bah. we got our sch's top 3 players in our hse, sim, gx and wz.!!! seriously u all stand NO CHANCE!!!

but then still got one more space? should i play? i think the last slot would be, me glenn or teck liang. according to current standard, teck liang lost to wp. i won wp more than i lost to him. i won glenn the other day. im the best among the three? i dunno? but whats the position we're fighting for???? DOUBLES!! fark lah, i suck at doubles. i cant plae doubles. wz will choose glenn so guess i no nid play le. unless i can take singles...>_< which is hopeless unless i manage to win gx. no hope.....no hope. i cant even win wz..cant win the elite three!!!

okie enough of crapping...ZZZZ-.-||| -.-||| -.-||

Activated Seikei @ 4:49 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Friday, October 07, 2005*~

//

bored bored bored. okie im goin to sleep right after typing this. this is something i wan to comment on, for quite some time. (since yesterday), it felt like eternity coz i wanted to type about this. haha, it's quite funny. and to some people pls do not feel insulted.

currently (from sources like dex, dunno whether reliable anot, some comfirmed though), yf, jw and weini likes wz. (right now). wz knows about it. his very aware, (we can tell that his troubled because of this, but at the same time happy, his feeling MIXED). after evaluating all three, i feel that NONE of them will possibly get wz. in the end. i think wei ni and jw has NO hope. maybe yf has, IF she gets help from me and dex, maybe thats possible. I say MAYBE only. coz wz did CONSIDER before....

okie why both of them no chance. sometime back, wz told me that he will not like any girl without ponytail. >_< (okie i dun realli understand but...okie his taste). see, wy also got ponytail mah..LOL. secondly, he say it's best if his gf play badminton and at around sch-team standard so that can play with him...>_< another of his unreansoble standard. how hard izzit to find a girl that can play up to his standard.... okie but thats is "best if". so i think it's quite low piority on his list bahx.

so many people like wz but seriously i dun think anyone (at least in 201) got chance. (no offence), maybe except qp coz wz will purposely go n accept her to spite me as a joke. (i can be VERY sure that will happen lor. wz this type of people..)

Activated Seikei @ 5:22 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Thursday, October 06, 2005*~

//

can someone tell me how to attain power? quick!! im getting so desperate for more power now!!! oh wait, wad power? physical power, like leg strenght and arm strenght. yesterday i went home took my tennis racket and swing backhand stroke like 50 times for 3 sets and then use my badminton racket and swing. i realized i could swing at a really fast speed when you don't feel the weight of the racket on your hand. in my mind i was thinking " if i can swing this fast in a match or reality constantly, i'll be able to do a BackHand Clear "

to my horror, i went to the actual court today, and i didn't improve at all. my clears were at most 3/4 court and not even near the baseline. i feel utterly dissapointed and sad. maybe i should do more strenght and wrist training before trying the backhand clear again. forehand clear, my timing was abit off today. sometimes i still slice it when the shuttle is puffy and soft. doubles seemed quite okie. i realized i cant play a full set doubles with full concentration.

guo xiang played against sim. in a full set. he lost 15-7 (HAH thatso ne point less than what i got), lol. sim is sitll gay. gay gay gay gay gay gay. how mani times i muz repeat. his smash is sooooo strong n he can lob u in any funny position he is caught in. he managed to seal off gx's smash quite well. smash-seal! the gay lobber sim!! siao ar. whenever gx smash den he flick it to become a tight net shot and then gx stagger to the front and try to crossnet it. i was sitting at the pole of the net, so i saw it extremely clearly. he attempted to crossnet it, but all three times it failed. gx later tried to play lob with him, but he lost i think with most lobs goin out.

wp wants clan tshirt! lol. 20-30 bucks for each. seriously i dun mind paying, but the others? r they willing to fock out such a hefty cost for a lamo t-shirt. doubt so. so guess the idea's busted.

found out a new discovery from dexter also. jia wei likes wz!!!!, whoohooo, another one..........wz has countless admirers liao. but too bad he only has one love, which is his badminton. >_<, and his racket and his jump smash. nothing else.

today saw teck liang play, not bad. but still mada mada dane. he never net, and only keep lifting. standard probably slightly lower than wp, (he lost to wp) and he won zhong shun i think. zhong shun keep getting caught by my backcourt forehand slice. den keep sae it's like "drifting" in the air and claims that he cant see it. so guai lan, nth much wad. just one backcourt slice onli. gx wz and sim also can do.....and wz taught me that...WTF...din play any singles today..>_<, didn't want to...

to summarize everybody right now..

SIM-ultimate lobber, and super defence
speciality-LOB

WZ-wierd style. lob-drop-smash everything, all-in-one
speciality-backhand short serve

GX-smasher attacker, smash so hardcore
speciality-smash and guailan net shots

i think this is the top 3 players so far liaozzzz...TIER ONE!!!!

SIM
WZ
GX
ME/GLENN
WP
TL

i think thats the ranking so far right now. glenn and me, im not sure. i won the previous game against him. but he was using my guailan carbonex. i wan to fight with him with my AT.......

wp...judging our current matches score is 3-2....-.-|| im better than him, at this momment. he lost to glenn also. IM AIMING FOR GX NOW....

THINGS I HAVE TO IMPROVE ON.
-out of position LOB
-faster clear
-no more slice lob
-improve smash
-improve short serve

that r the basic stuff i think i haf to improve first.

THINGS THAT IM SATISFIED WITH
-abit know how to do crossnet
-BH drop
-forehand slice drop

Activated Seikei @ 6:36 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Tuesday, October 04, 2005*~

//frenzy-a skill of sheer determination

while typing this im feeling disgusted and disappointed with myself. i dropped one set against wp today, but fortunately i won glenn, so to make things not to bad. i was leading 11-2 (as usual), and he caught up with desperate measures later in the game. i failed to return his "smash of determination" at the end of the game, my patience ran out and tried too hard to "PUMP" him with attack clears but all went out. to my horror, he returned all my smash tygo-ly with either a frame or a very tight net shot that caught me by surprise. and his movement and gameplay and attack improved drasitcally at the end game. is that his special skill? that was what happened ages ago when i owned him 15-4 in the first set and he started bombarding me with his "enthu-mode" relentlessly. i was taken aback, regarding the game i lose. it's extremely surprisingly since i was leading 6-1, 11-2 early game. and he caught up, why? i believe it's his strong will to win against me. having lost the previous two games...., but it might be too many unforced errors on my side. i feel remorseful. but whats over is over and i cant be crying over spilt milk.

the game which i played against glenn was close. draggin all the way to deuce. i was leading throughout and was at 14-12 and all of the sudden he caught up to 14-14. which i decided to play till 17. i won 17-14 afterwards due to his many unforced errors once we started deuce. all i did was to pump him and lift. and occasionally crossnets and smashes, i didn't play aggresively though. and somehow i think he was leadin 11-5 or 6 at the start. i thought it was a gone-case. seriously, being the persurer is much better than the person who is in lead.

last game was against wz. as usual, OWNAGE. yep i got owned. 15-6, better than usual liao. i hate his serve, netting and smash, thats what make him gay. i realize if i cut down on my mistakes (usually a halfcourt lob or lift) due to lack of technique and strokes, i get smashed really bad and die of that very frequently. i should improve on that. i also realize i have no been aiming his one and only weakness-backhand. lol, and his been pumping my backhand extremely often this game. glad i manage to around-the-head a few, and only 1 backhand throughout the entire game. that only one i lobbed a half court on and ended up being smashed.

glenn played against wp. he won, coz wp was worn out. lol. nice game! glad you liked my at700!!! hahaha..

tommorow is physics and i feel prepared. i nid 60+ to pass. i cant be studying now can I? i mean...., it's up to fate whether the paper is easy anot. if it's moderate, say GG to me. im aiming to get 55 for physics. for this paper. ONLY.LOL, kinda impossible. after tmr it seriously feels like exams r over. WOHOO, today amaths and geog the two longest paper. SIAN diao....but glad i managed to get through today. SAFELY. i think i did quite okie for amaths only. with only 3 questions i don't know. and some careless mistakes here and there passing should be no problem. it's a question whether i can get my target-a b4. hopefully im so tygo can get an A. but thats if everything goes smoothly and no mistakes at all. ahha, and the paper was 100 marks, and no 25 marks on trigo. trigo wasn't much of a killer just one diff question thats all. felt so cheated by vlee's "words of advice and wisdom", what 25 marks killer trigo, bullshit. anyway even if have( didn't count ), it's an either or question. maybe total that together than 25. LAMO!!!, den functions quite okie, no function graph if i recall correctly. matrices come out the dulan easy question. if no careless mistake shld be correct. first page super chicken except one remainder therom part 2 dunno. thats all. and one more thing i think my trigo graph is messed up. other than that, quite ok liao lah. happy it's not so "killer".

geog was abit not soo smooth. MCQ was hard. at least to me. i dont know about the others but i felt a really painful headache during the exam. leading me not to be able to do the map properly. ahahahha..maybe i will fail. dunno. one subj high chance of failing. others i think can get quite gd marks. YAY.

back to badminton, dexter says he does not belong to the badminton court. it's true if he continues to sulk and believe he cant catch up. please dexter! you can make it one, just try to play with ting jun wei rong more often. im sure you will improve. all you nid to do is to learn how to lob properly first. then next proceed to your backcourt drop. after that, try to stablise your net play and then you'll quite fine liao. then if you're ambixious (like wz and me), you can try doin crossnets and some deception into your game. mine is not really good yet, im still improving. and trying to catch up. it's always good to have an aim, and not play a sport just to socialise. you need to put in time effort energy dedication etc..., and you cant take a match too lightly. challenge people. first set your target to tj, den maybe followed by winning some other pple like zhong shun all these. they might be rusty etc..and easy to trash, but remember. consistancy is important (i ought to tell myself this), and you must train against the lousier people first to improve. if you're interested maybe you and wr can try to improve together, so that you will not feel that left out. let me gurantee you, within a month or two, you'll be on par with maybe ting jun, glenn or me. who knows. then you can join our training and continue after that. maybe one day you'll beat wz and sim, who knows?? at least im aiming for that. but that seems ubberly far away. and judging from today's match im still mada mada dane. once you can see different tactics, strokes and tell apart drops and nets. and differentiate a good net shot and a bad net shot, you'll start to appreciate badminton for a game that requires alot of thinking and stamina to play. and you will notice everybody has his or her own tactic. slowly, create your arsenal and craft your gameplay. improve technique slowly and additional skills like slice drop shots from the back will aid your game by alot. and i mean alot. once you mastered it, it's yours to keep and you won't lose it. it's like collecting weapons!! seriously, your stamina, reflexes, control, strenght are all part of your stats. you need to play more to put more points into them. develop your strong point. which i believe is net play. i overhead you saying that you cant smash because you're too shot. please, you don't need to be a 180 cm high african or aids patient to be able to smash hard. see sim next time if you have the chance. his about aroundo ur height and his smashs are comparable to wz's. it's the strenght andtiming more than the height. even though i cannot disagree with you that wz's smash power comes from his shifting body weight and his height. that gives him advanatage, but nothing is fair. his long legs also enable him to reach out and take "impossible to take" shots and return it nicely. it's hard to keep up. thats why it's fun, and thats why wz is so gay. even my smash is quite okie and can go down. i believe you can do it also. all you need is practice practice practice. don't get too depressed that everyone's at somewhere that you think you cant reach. it's attainable, just think. if glenn, tayyi, tig jun all can do it, why cant i? don't hum by stickingat the table tennis table all the time. come to wp and say things like "within 2 months im gointo win you". den push yourself hard. visualise the game in your mind. that will improve your game tremendously. if you wan i can lend you some videos of professional badminton. it's useful. picture them and put yourself into the picture, copy their form and mimic their style, you'll play better for sure! even though pple like wzcan sleep all day and still own people (same with his studies), i have learnt to accept that there are extremely talented people out there. this method here is the layman's method of people without extaordinary gay talent. whether it's helpful anot it's up to you to decide. and i hope all my typing doesn't go down the drain.

Activated Seikei @ 7:31 PM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~*Sunday, October 02, 2005*~

//Double Kill!

WooT! new BlOg! hha.

weLL, nth much to sae. it's SUNDAY morning n i haf not started revising LIT. oh wtf, and geog still like halfway done. luckily geog on tuesday. i wan to study a maths but seriously i dun know what to study. maybe trigo graphs coz im super weak at it. den nid to rely on luck to pass the exam. it's possible lah. XD

ZZZZZ shouldn't have wake up soo early. now wr, glenn they all still nt online i dun know what to do, except go plae dota myself first. why am i nt studying yet? haha gd question. i oso dunno. my brain cant work on early in the mornings...

speaking of exams, i quite like the new exam environment. hehe! the halL! woah, actualli it feels quite cool to be doin a paper with like 400 other pple (aprox). haha, but im sitting in the FRONT-est row, yep right infront of the stage. and always c teacher walking up and down, cant concentrate sia. well aside from that, better than classroom. less hot oso. some pple even got standing FANS right infront ofthem. wth lor.

badminton becoming so stale! yep stale. i dunno what to aim for. wz SOO strong now that i find it virtually impossible to win against him. beside from that, cannot be aiming for sim coz his about the same or stronger than wz. i cant be aiming for glenn,zombie,marvin etc..coz i shld be able to win them already. wtf. i feel like im stuck in between two levels. what to do!!!!

Activated Seikei @ 8:48 AM

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

//changelog``
20th JAN FRI [2][0][0][6] ``
From VERSION 1 to VERSION 2 [major]
`` BG colour Changed {black to white}
`` Tagboard given linebreak at top table
`` Font colour changed {purple to black}
`` Added Gif to bottom right table
`` Added Table to top right table
`` Added Archives and Previous Posts

//rain of memories
October 2005November 2005December 2005January 2006February 2006March 2006