~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Monday, October 10, 2005*~

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whats wrong with me? getting sleepy when it's 9PM only. i feel so sick but i cant abandon emaths paper 2 tmr.

i start to think alot weird thoughts. (no it's not what you're thinking). i was just thinking how pple can live without sports? seriously. i feel so happy and lucky to have gotten into badminton that now i can enjoy it. i feel revived, i feel like im living a new life, just because of badminton, i have a second life, a playground to release all my stress and anxieties...

how can people go to school, flirt the whole day long, attend CCa just for the sake of CCA pnts, tackle exams to make everyone proud and to create an illusion that they are smart....hangout with friends all day long, come online and chat for one whole night. thats just a boring life. how can these "no-life" pple live? i dun understand how can they survive.

i believe that a person with goals and without goals are very different...putting studies aside...how do you rank people? by their marks in report book? by their looks? why are we living anyway? i just cant understand. intelligence is not about muggin and placing facts into your brain and vomitting them into the exam script. that for HELL's sake, i beg to diff, is not true intelligence. it's an illusion, it's an image, it's virtual and not real! for heaven's sake, it's realli retard how people think they are smart because they score high for exams.

the real intelligence comes with not studying and getting high grades. (for example, someone who dun study can do fairly well), it's the proportion of study hours with grades. thats intelligence, (real one though), but not complete. how can someone be intelligent when he doesn't have any sports intelligence.

im not saying this all because i think im intelligent, it's just im clafiying the illusion that many people are suffering from...

just for ranting it out, why do people play basketball anyway. it's such a lamer's game. seriously, it's a game about how many milk you drink and consume daily, it's about how high you can toss that stupid retard orange look alike ball with retard black lines into that idiotic hook. it's stupid, whether you're tall, short, or middleheight, it's just an idiots game. it doesn't require skill, it requires...hmmm...time wastage. but why do many people crowd around basketball courts all day long? and waste their precious time?? i wonder why? this world is intriguin, many people are dumb. god must have spent less time on them, at least in the intellectual aspect....

but i do think my perspective might change if i read or watch slam dunk. it looks quite nice, i must admit..

well, other sports are ok. i do give a fair deal of respect to good pingpong,tennis,golf,soccer...players. and even cyber games, they require SKILL, not like basketball. what skill is there when you can win the game with a 2M tall giant? it's a retard game. period.

singaporeans are going nuts. why are we playing such dumb games? you see basketball courts, and basketplayers everywhere. with their baggy shorts and basketball shoes. do they look cool? NAH not at all. they might seem to be girl-magnets. but in fact they r actualli disgusting....

compared to the cool polo tshirts by yonex, or the soccer jerseys. there's a big difference.......don't you think singlets with a huge armpit hair overgrowth are disgusting? and basketball players think that they are cool? singaporenas are goin nuts seriously...

i came to sterotype that basketball players are very actcool. no skill still wanna act cool. thats dumb!

okie enough of ranting, im goin to sleep.

Activated Seikei @ 9:10 PM

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