~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Sunday, November 20, 2005*~

//Reflections

Its been a few days, but these few days certainly felt long, especially in the world of dota. with the abscense of glenn, dota games don't seem so easy to win, and most of the time, we found ourselves strugglin to handle a 3v5 or 3v4 match. and we lose everytime, eventually. but of coz there r still games we wud own the enemy, but it wasn't a complete ownage.

finally, glenn is coming back today. hopefully i dun haf to host anymore, so i can leave my DL alone and not close them. lol. do u noe my hana yori dango episode 5 is still at 25% and i started DL on friday night. the time where i play dota, i haf to off all my dl, including my MSN, just to host. haix. finally the burden haf been lifted. glenn's bac!!

weirong said he'll be back at 3.

i tried to persuade my parents 2 buy mi a bike. i want 1!!!. not that they sae they no money (obv not!) they sae "e roads of SG r dangerous!". i agree. but i just wan to ride around. i can go stadium without walking. i can even cycle to lot1, bp plaza. woah, countless possiblities. but they sae the road is too dangerous.

if it's too dangerous, why r there so mani bicycles in SG. i know what they fear. my personality is the reckless n careless type. its even reflected in the dota games i play. sometimes i can doze off while doin things. i also don't know why seriously. maybe they afraid i ride a bike n fall asleep halfway....haix, if lidat, better not.

i think this is my main problem now. when i on my concentration. my contrention will be almost 100%, but it last short. for a short period of time. n my mind has the tendency of goin to "standby mode" afterawhile. for no reason, and sometimes when i go toilet to do big business. den sometimes like 10 min later i will eh. why am i still sitting there. my mind completely went into another world. i dun even think im daydreaming. my mind just blank for no reason.

thats why sometimes dota i can own for the first 10 min den kip dying for the rest, or viceversa.

i also dunno how to solve the problem. it may seem like im on my com for very long. but sometimes after i watch an anime, i will blank there for quite long. i also dunno y. maybe i nid tosee a doctor. haix. whats this blank disease im suffering from..

haix

quote of the day
" if i haf wings, why am i always walking?" shadow fiend, dota.

Activated Seikei @ 2:09 PM

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