< ~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2
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//Division 6``
[*]Dexter
[*]Wei Rong
[*]Jin Zhe
[*]Hui Min
[*]Jasmine
[*]Weini
[*]Yih Fang
[*]Hee Yi
[*]Wen Pu
//credits``
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* Fanart of Byakuya and Ichigo VS Renji


~*Saturday, December 31, 2005*~

//oh shit

2 more daes to end of holidays.

im goin bac to crappin format
cox im sad
no mood 2 type in proper paragraphs

HW left

-3 amaths paper
-5 amaths paper de linear law + tidy up n fill in blanks which i dunno
-9 ews (which i haf no idea wads dis)
-2 situational writin
-4 newspaper cuttin
-some chem hw (which i haf no idea wads it about)
-literature sound of thunder

BASICALLY..

i onli haf 2 days to do this. but amazin thing is i wan to leave them for monday.
intend to copy all 3 amaths paper. cox i think i did 5, den veri tired liao. at least do 1 out of e 3.

9 ews i shall finish lik 4-5 de rest go school n complete.

situational writin i doin tmr i think. somethin i dun leave till monday

newspaper i shld be doin tmr oso

literature i leave it till sch reopen

chem ar. leave till sch reopen.

so basically im doin e amaths n eng onli. which has e most hw.

shit sch reopenin. im worried about e haircheck...u noe normally 1st dae of school after june n dec holiday dey will check hair. hmmm. my hair nort considered long, but fringe damn long i dun feel lik goin to cut. im quite skeptical about goin to salon or barber to cut. lik wp, i nvr lik cuttin hair...

den i haf lots to worry about.....

HAIX. 1 horrible year ahead. i feel terrible!

Activated Seikei @ 4:49 PM

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~*Friday, December 30, 2005*~

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today is a weird day. really. mainly many hours have passed and the only thing i can blog about is badminton. what a pathetic life i have. anyway i felt mani different emotions today, good or bad. all together right now, if u ask mi to sae how i felt n how im feelin now, i wud sae confused. i realli dun noe what im thinkin now actually.

so i went to cck stadium cox i booked court. wz suddenly bac out. cox he had a quarrel wif his parents den grounded. blah. lol sad. so nvm, luckily glenn n wp was kind enuff to come n join mi. so i went there. den the soon beng gang was there. so i joined in n played wif them abit. i dunno why but it seems lik i felt off form n such. din do much lah.

just stroke stroke n stroke. it's called tire urself out.

den beside us 2 small boy wan challenge mi n one of sb fren doubles. fine. accept lor. wun die right anyway? lol. so we own them. literally. ownage lor. dun even feel lik sayin. their serve all lik dunno how to serve 1. lol. all become a prey of tappin. so i tap tap smash smash win pnt so shuang. lol. den finally finish at 15-6. starting we gort make quite alot mistakes btw. den 2nd set. oso win lah. den after finish finally glenn n wp come. u gort the idea how early i went bah

lol. den i was tired liao. so we stroke abit. den later e 201 pple came. but we still continue strokin. so we had 3 pple so we were takin turns to torture the person that has no ally. lol. dat was tiring bah.

den after that i fight wif SB. plae match! lol. he sae " i ren u very long liao, everytime lose", in chinese to mi. lol. wah, so honoured gort pple sae dis kinda thing. so well. i play. den cox shuttle farni den my lob all half court kenna smash. den 2-5 or something. den later hmmm. i decided i nid to use somethin to turn the tide. so i did. i changed my forehand short serve n use e backhand short serve! lol. den afte doin in. i realized e shuttle will fly faster to e enemy court since the distance travelled is lesser. n i can put the racket face nearer to the net. since it's BH short serve. so i did. n indeed it managed to help mi turn the tide. end of the game it was 15-5!. lol i rmb 2nd game also. becoz of my BH short serve den his lift were half court, or he became too reckless n blast the net. lol. so i think 15-5,15-5. both match kinda same. mi losin lik hell at the start den once i switch to bh short serve. lol. den pnts came in ez.

so i won him both rounds. but i think abit tyco. if i din change serve probably the battle wud be more even. lol. so later wp went e 201 court n plae. lol. veri farni. wp wasn't being gentle. in fact. lame!!! realli lame. den glenn went in also, use his right hand to play when his a left hander. n i gort to applaud the fact that his right hand iz actualli nort bad. of cox, he carn use it to plae against us. but them, i think still quite ok. make him drop to their level bah!!

lol. den plae awhile. den i think e girls wan to play so we siam lor. den did alot lame things like jugglin shuttle across the hall. plae wif wall. plae soccer version of badminton. n mi n glenn gort stroke quite abit in the middle of the hall.

den after that, abt time to go le lah. lol. den i drove my bike wif glenn n wp to lot 1. park there. den go eat food court. den tok about alot lame stuff like comparison of primary sch to secondary sch. dats so lame. so after dat i went to cck hall again to see if they all go le. actualli dun realli care about e rest lah. juz wanna noe if qp go liao anot....

go n haven go, nth i can do. i think i was bein abit stupid. but...nvm. so i stroke wif e uncle dere for lik 15min. den cycle home liao.

if sec 3 n sec 4 was a preperation for O level. at least sch's startin nvm. at least we're halfway there. HALFWAY!! yeah! actualli slightly more den that. at least feel sad for e sec 3 who r startin their end of honeymoon in BP. sec 3 is goin to be a year of torture. n if u did wad i did, as in use sec1/sec2 slacky methods n try to pass sec 3 ure gonna end up in alot of shit. realli..unless u're super talented n genius. n nxt yr gort M class..?

ok cabin or no cabin nxt yr. i prefer nort cabin class. first, cabin class too cold. realli after havin a sneak preview during ftp, cabin class=no good. it's near e canteen, yes, quite near e hall n ez to get around. ez to go home also. but dun forget, after PE, e classroom will stink lik shit.literally n figuratively. of cox lidat den e class will become damn "anti-social" liao. u wud haf no chance to c other pple from other class..so locked up. fucked up also.

so. its' gonna be the end of year 2005. but i haf no comments about that.

Activated Seikei @ 5:01 PM

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~*Thursday, December 29, 2005*~

//aha inspiration

after reading wr's new post i get some inspiration to post oso. dun blame mi if i post too much. some1 has yet to be infected wif e inspiration virus. (HINTIN to u DEX, PLSSS post something).

e first part he tok about mainly love. hmmmm. well i agree wif wad he sae. but pple haf something called immunity system. after some time, no matter how much it hurts, it will just feel numb. you feel as though u r supposed to feel pain, but u r not. den u question urself, why? at least this is how i feel. dun worry, wp n wr, im lik on the same boat as u all. almost? there r mani other better things to do, dats what i found out. well. it's almost 1.5 yrs since the last day of school of 2004. i don't realli care now. since then, i don't think i cared about hu i like, and all this stuff. den came wz's BGR problems then i was lik helpin him by talkin to him all day. i dun even noe y he bother to ask mi when i haf no experience at all. im nub. at least in this, i admit.

right now i still feel lik it's a veri sensitive topic to tok about. well, regarding wp, i feel dat he is actin to lik michele onli. realli. he lik switch targets so often dat i dunno wad he is tokin about. boy cries wolf, rmb the story? well identical situation. anyway i think the story typed in wp's blog is written by glenn. like what he told me. and according to him. i was surprised dat glenn's english so pro. and im down here, writin in broken engrish. i phail at engrish! i didn't bother to read it to the end, but all i can sae. its the story is well writeen! thumbs up!lol. but i still think writtin biography is lame, especially when u're onli 15 yrs old. there's no point, ahemm. the point is no!

2nd thing. class outing. DEX and WR pls STOP sayin " ty u shld learn from MX the good host ". its realli dumb. im not as "wan face" as him, so despo for girls to come 2 his house to treat every1 food. i noe events lik my birthday party i should. thats ok. but if you ask mi to call pizza on a simple party. don't think of it, don't ask, cox my answer wud be a straight no. no bargaining.

u shld see how mx behave. onli live condo den so hao lian. n warren is nt some high class condo. it's quite cheap, accordin to my dad. n his mum treat every1 pizza. more of bein forced to. by mx. after all, the midget wants face. he wans pple to c dat his RICH, when his not. look at mi. i live in the house 3 times or 4 times the size of his, but I don't anyhow treat people pizza when they come. Seriously, money is hard earned n u carn anyhow spent it. and my pocket money is nt much more compare to e average. or maybe less. gasp. time to get a pay raise! dats why i didn't hesistate to eat as much as i cud, while not feelin bad. i think mx deserves it. lol. this is the price to pay if you wan to be so hao lian, act cool. i even lithered everywhere in his house.

den to add on. ytd while playin e guessin game (forgot name). mx suddenly sae urgent gort fone call. den tok 2 lines den put down. den dex say " xtra lah mx, act cool buay cool". incase u dunno, mx de act cool is so li pu and lame. realli make u feel lik pukin n vomittin. den he rebutted " see whether u can find a GF first den sae". OMG. i was lik so taken back. i mean, u gort gf nort my problem right. no nid hao lian. i cud sense that spilt second of awkwardness in the air, even from mr goh. every1 muz be thinkin OMG. i think even if mx has a GF it must be lik the last time case. where he continously flirt on his handphone wif girls. n he thinks dat they r his gf. and end up, when questioned, the girl dun even like him. well rmb dat handphone-exam case. lol. i think i posted it last time, i dun wan to post again. anywayhe is the most. act cool buay cool. retard, person on Earth. n hmmmmmmmm....sorry for flamin. but i think he deserves it. he dis type of pple deserves to rot in hell.

i veri bu shuan wif him. who isn't. i think nxt time if i haf the chance to go his house again i will mess it up. even more, download virus into his computer.....dats gud!!! any1 wan to support mi!!?



Activated Seikei @ 10:47 AM

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~*Wednesday, December 28, 2005*~

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i dont feel like typin a title. n thus it is blank. it's very late now. my eyes are about to close. my brain is about to shut down, but im still typing. ok. just to comment a little. there's only like 5 days countin from tmr to the reopening of school. thats sad. 5 days. 1,2,3,4,5. it's gonna pass realli realli fast. argh.

to matter how i try to make myself feel better, i know 5 days is just goin to pass just lik that. sometimes i realli wish i had control of the time. but i don't.

im goin to make an annoucement. im goin to stop playin dota. not as in quit. as in, just stop playin. shld be temporary. since glenn's dvd burner is malfunctioning n i dun think i wanna go thru the hassle of buyin another dvd drive. i guess my life wud be spent just dlin stuff n watch. which i found quite amusin recently.

right now my body is itchin to play badminton. i dunno y.

anyway just for fun. im goin to elaborate my observations wif badminton players, aka e different type of badminton players i have seen in cck hall.

firstly..e undisputed..

school team boys

This group of people are easily distinguised from the rest. Just by watching them stroke, they have a form that is unique and special. I would call it a flashy style, with a tinge of arrogance and elegance. Watchin them play is always a pleasure. They have stunts, many flashy moves and interesting deceptions. Normally when they play in groups, all will be clad in flashy badminton shirts or school team, or school PE shirts to make them look more powerful and easily distinguished from afar.

e Ah Pek Group

This group of old men, do not really have a form. they just wank the shuttle with all their force to produce their moderately loud lobs. they are mainly trained to play doubles. have solid defense and quite a decent attack. makes little mistakes due to their experience in playing for a long time. they don't really have any flashy moves, neither are they flexible enough to perform any stunts or deception. though some may possess a decent arsenal of trick shots, i think their forte is their rear court drops. their lobs can be fast, their smash can sometimes catch you off guard, but there's a good reason why they play doubles. one is they get tired easily, and second is probably of court limitation. easily distingusied when you see middle aged to senior citizens playing doubles with lots of hokkien swears and shrieks of excitement. most of the time, you would only see lob, rear court drops, followed by lifts. then smashes or lobs. and then the process repeats.

the fit man group

This group of people, I would consider it quite rare to see people of this catogary. reason is very few exist. A group of young, powerful men that play a high standard game. they aren't old, sluggish and move extremely fast on the court even in a doubles game. they have superb footwork and very deadly smashes. probably the group with the most powerful smashes. but the reason why it is easy to distinguish them apart is the style of game they play. they play a game closer to international standard. they have a considerably higher standard of net play compared to the ah pek tier of players.

the family

quite often we see people belong to this group appear in cck hall. groups with one mother, one or two son/daughters and one dad. the dad is usually the proest among the few while the son bein the second. the mother usually can hit the shuttle but cannot play very well. this group of people probably don't play badminton very much. as in, they play it as a family thing. you know, sunday is family day (or is it not?). nothing much to comment since they aren't really playing badminton anyway.

the BGR

ive seen quite a few. when a guy, calls out a girl to play badminton. it looks like both of them are goin steady. but i don't really care. most of the time, the guy usually play onli to a limited standard. and usually misses. of course, thats the typical "teenage couple" i see in cck hall. and the girl, who probably don't play much, seem to play better than the guy. they usually chit chat while playin.

Group of Guys

rather suitable title. ive observed that many guys that do not play much badminton like to gather together and play badminton. usually with 1 or 2 girls in their group. sometimes watching them play make me feel like laughing. so all 6 guys are tryin to snatch for that 2 girls. or are they trying to flaunt their "skills" to attract the girls. i doubt so. since probably they have limited skills and r probably concentratin on makin the surface of their strings hit the cock nicely without hittin the frame.

this r mainly e pple which i observed playin in cck hall. of cox there r mani more. but im juz lazy to type it out. maybe nxt time.

Activated Seikei @ 11:30 PM

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there's no free lunch in this world. dats bullshit. now sadly, yet another day has been crossed out of that legendary 7 days remainding. well, there's still the night. but there's nth much i can do either.

class outin was quite average. it wasn't that great, but decent. of cox better den e sentosa one. of cox, since we went to mx house, which we had free dinner. pizza. man, his mum called 4 pizza n lots of garlic bread. end up, garlic bread carn finish, den i bring home one loaf. lol. anyway we did things like plae cs, plae chinese chess, watch troy. plae scrabble. for i think 1 hr plus onli. e rest was at cck part. cyclin n tok cockin.

saw glenn's bike. wah nice. n light. i felt lik i shld have bought dat too.

Activated Seikei @ 7:13 PM

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Im goin crazy wif nth to do at my hse.

Now not looking forward to anything, I feel emptiness, loneliness. and dey seem to fuse together to make the mega creep-sadness. i feel as if i have been purged of excitement. the thrill of life. nth thrills mi anymore. for some reason. life just goes on, for the sake of it. this is the plague, the disease i suffer from when it's exactly or less than 1 week before school reopens.Why am I continously rantin on the fact dat skool is goin to reopen. when i carn change it. im juz childish perhaps.

Ytd nite had a wet dream. ( i noe i shldn't be annoucing it, but this is MY blog, as long as i dun sae anythin racist, im safe k). long time din haf le. i carn rmb the contents. lol. but after i woke up i tot it was quite enjoyable. lol. seriously...i think this is e most enjoyable type of dream....

sometimes i wish to be born into a super rich family. i know right now my family is doin fine, quite above avg n stuff. but thats nort enough! nort enough for mi not to go school n not to work. realli. lemme tell u my darkest fantasy. that is the day that i dun haf to go to school, dun haf to work. just slack at home n haf all the money to spent. dats a very insane dream i wud guess.....after watchin hana yori dango. seein those family wif houses like estate-size. and with hundreds of maids,bodyguards. those tycoon family. y carn i be born into those family..? and izzit a sin to be not contented wif wad u haf?? i think if u calculate all in all, i think i wud be poorer den most of u out there cox in the end i have to share all e stuff wif 3 other pple...dats alot. all in all, i still haf to work when i grow up. yikes.

either i find a job dat im happi wif and enjoy doin, or im goin money crazy n im goin to retire by 35.

dat day at LJS mi n wz n glenn were tokin. sayin stupid stuff like "we're 16 n haven accomplish anything". badminton nort pro, dota nort so pro (even though i think we're very pro liao), n studies also nort pro. so wad..? we lik very sibai? no way. i think we r better den off den mani pple liao lor. no offense to other pple. but how mani pple can play badminton AND dota as pro as us. of cox there r mani pple proer in badminton den us. and dota as well. but when u combine both as a condition. u c how mani pple can plae both as gd as us. i think few.i think we're not pro in anythin yet cox we balance everything. we dun go hardcore in badminton or dota. even though i think we r goin quite extreme sometimes. n studies. even though i sux at sec 3. but dun forget, after o level. all e report book all these can throw away liao. end of the day, it's ur o level cert dat counts. im not goin to study for any other exam den important ones. dat is the piority i set in my life in kindergarten......n im goin to follow that.

actually lemme tell u frankly i despise mani pple dat i meet. im those type of typical arrogant bastard. and im proud to admit it. i dunno y but i haf a super big ego, pride n confidence (even though sometimes i dun seem to haf), but tthink my frens noe. u noe pple like GX,ZS,ruihe,jian hui. basically those pple from our class. i think dey all veri loser lor. i think in their whole life dey never played anythin seriously. for us, both our dota n badminton, we play them seriously. we seriously try to improve n train new strat. for them..? i dunno what they doin actually.

heard from ZS dat guoxiang play badminton to thrash pple in our school. end up. it's all for face. i DESPISE pple who play badminton not for the love of the sport. but to actually play to show off, and to thrash others. it's simply retard. it shows that the person is bein too practical and is an attention seeker. it's ok if you plae until pro den show off abit nvm, but to plae to show off its ridiculous, its insanely crazy n an insult to e sport. but end of the day. he still cannot beat sim n wz. n he has not beaten me n glenn till today...im not sayin dat hes lousy, just dat his attitude SUXS like hell.., let this kind of pple ROT in hell.no offense to ZS. but actually i think his quite a happy go lucky guy. i dun realli depise him as much as e others. but the junjie,ruihe n jian hui gang realli sux lor.

dats all.

Activated Seikei @ 10:55 AM

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~*Tuesday, December 27, 2005*~

//chronicles of narnia

again, dis post title means nothing. actually again while typin dis, im quite confused with my own thinkin rite now. so i guess (again), i'll settle my thoughts while typin dis blog. ahh n u probably guessed rite. i love 2 blog so much because while bloggin n typin out im actually gettin myself organised and reassuring myself of what im thinkin. aka my stand, and what to do next. im evaluatin the day.......n figuring out how to make tmr a better dae.

ok we watched chronicles of narnia today. met at juron pnt mrt. me n tj were super late. den surprisinly wr n his sis were on the same train. lol. we on the same train but we din notice till we alighted. lol. so farni. so end up. we went. movie starts at 4. we reach e ticket booth at 3:58 exactly. so we wanted to get tickets but left 1st row. so end up, we had to wait for 6:30 show. so waitin wasn't realli a prob. went around tokin cock. takin pics. visitin shops like sports link, comic connection etc..den went mac to eat. after that we finally went in when it was 6:15

so my evaluation of e movie. i think it gets 55/100 in my book. well, it's not very high since i didn't realli enjoy it. it was way too long. e plot is way too predictable. i dun realli get it y dey put in a "prophercy", i think it is a lame spoiler to tell us wad will happen in the end. anyway most of e time 99.9% prophercies come true. so well. it's like tellin us wad is goin to happen.

i don't know if there is something wrong wif e camera they use to shoot dis movie but y does every single main char seem like he or she has lots of red dots n black dots on their faces. those r nt pimples, but just some rash or something?. makes every1 look weird. i dunno y.

anyway e nicest part of e show. the battle between e both army. e queen n lion army fightin each other was e nicest. e flyin eagles throwin down was a lame strat, but useful. i think dey manage to stall long enuff becoz of this strat. anyway revival of e lion is lame. lol. realli lame. yeah e stone tablet can think. yeah it can think. well after all, its the chronicles of narnia. it's a story, it's a fantasy. duh. we can expect amazing plot devices...

actuali i wud prefered if e lion din revive. e nicer sub wud be king peter suddenly become super smart (or juz sae he has a talent for bein a general), and come up wif some ingenius plot to win e biggger witch army. as in. about how? e producers gort to think.

anyway we still have no idea about what happen to e 4 children's parents. did they die? i hope e series 2 will say and be more REALISTIC about things. after the children were left alone dey seem to be not at all disturbed, distorted or saddened by the air raid n war in the mortal world. i feel that is very unreal. n lame. realli.

at least somethin dat i haf thought of. u noe e air strat dat peter used against e witch army. dey cud haf a flashback about how the air raid forced peter n their family into e bomb shelter to hide. nevertheless, dis cud be how peter thought of the strat........ok, another lame idea for me. i think i wud make a better director for the movie..seriously..

ok lastly. i felt very pissed wif edmund in the middle of e show n screamed "OMG dat guy is an asshole". realli loud. it wasn't intentional. (or was it?).......den e others were pissed.

ok summary of e show

PROS
-interesting fight (aka e war)
-nice main char
-nice used of repeated phrases in other stages of e story ( i think dere were 3)..

CONS
-KSer lion
-mani parts where u feel pissed wif e characters

overall, i think 55/100 already abit too much. but nvm lah.

Activated Seikei @ 10:51 PM

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~*Monday, December 26, 2005*~

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I feel veri weird right now. i dunno how to sae but i think im not feelin anything now. maybe not exactly, cox im still feelin, enuff to be writing this post. but my mind is blank wif lots of thoughts. probably too much thoughts tt it confused my brain.., n nt to mention the irritatin interference of my heart...

if u wud 2 ask mi. if im a feeler or thinker. (nort goblin tinker mind u). lol. i think i wud be more of a feeler. as in. u noe most of e times when i do something wrong. i have thought of that, considered it as wrong, marked it as wrong and whatever. but my heart still tells me to do it. my brain n heart r always enemies, and i choose to follow by heart cause it is easily. well put it dis way, nt listenin to ur heart, for me. is a thing veri hard to accomplish.

mani a times. when i haf hw to do, n if my heart feels like playin a dota game. i wud end myself up in WC playin something. seriously, even though my brain tells mi tt " oh shit im gonna die tmr". i'll still go ahead. though the friction between the brain n heart causes ache n pain, i think probably disobeyin my own veri hard is something super difficult for me.

my decisions r mani based on my gut feelin, n feelings. sometimes even in dota. if theres 3 heros standin protectin the tower n im considerably strong. my heart just itches n tells mi to chion inside dere n see what happens, even though my brain tells mi i wud die. dats y i get into so much trouble.

i dunno if others haf dis problem, or maybe shld i call it weakness. (can it oso be strenght in some case?? i dunno ). or am i the only one whose heart n brain aren't one. i feel like theres always conflict within myself. internal conflict that causes soo much pain when i land in a dilema.
i think dats y i land into so much trouble.i give way to my heart too much. but still, i do not think i will be able to curb dis. since my heart tells mi not to.

fuckin school is reopenin in few days. (to be exact around 7). mins one week. one week takes a long time to pass actually. i feel that it is actualy THAT long. but one week of hols is not gonna pass slowly. its gonna sprint and soon the today's date wud be 2nd Jan, where we all drag our sulky faces and heavy feet to skool. omg. dat scene. it's repeatin in my mind. the incomplete hw, is causing yet again another internal conflict within me. ahhhh. please purge me of this pain. please send me away from this world. please delete me!

anyway since onli when you know pain u wud appreciate wad i wud call "unpain". lik the sayin " u muz c the darkness before u can c e light". the darker u feel, the brighter the light will appear to be. which translates to, bigger pain=bigger happiness. its all relative. i hope i made sense. actually i dun even understand wad im typin. im just typin out what my heart saes. anyway one shld be gd at changin states of mind (well i think i am), especially consolin myself....., sometimes onli though. to be optimistic, without skool days, there wun be holidays. since everyday is a holiday, and there's no meanin to holiday. so holidays r normal days. so once we adapt to "normal days", there wun be holidays....sad isn't it. anyway every1 look forward to 2006 EOY holiday bah. after O levels we wud party lik hell. while e sec 3 struggles!!. gd that we get to bite the bullet earlier...i think im startin to get abit sadist.

while i think i shld make up my mind to study hard nxt yr. ganbatte! im goin to work hard nxt yr. i vow. well i think sometimes my promises mean nth. like dis blog. i promised to change layout, but i broke it. i like to sae " promises r meant to be broken ". but well, im nt those type dat will pang seh pple. but....i just wunder if i haf the disicpline, strenght n courage to pull through the entire yr 2006. till the end. theres a great fruit, a great reward waitin for us. just one more year. (or 3/4), and we're free from BP. and it wud be like months b4 we go to JC/POLY. or maybe ITE.

im strayin out of pnt. but well. after dat is army. i dunno whether to look forward to army not. but i feel quite cox it will pump mi up n make mi gain more strenght to do things. im lookin forward to e PT but i dun like the fact dat i carn come home. haix sad. after 2 years of goin into the army when i come out, my smash is goin to be gayer.....yeah. im lookin forward to that onli.

i think e chimness of my post is gradually fadin. i talked about spirtual n weird matters at the start n downgrade to the future n daily lives, n my opinion of cox. haix, since degrade le just degrade more.

i wish every 1 a merry xmas. anyway christmass is 12 days (or 15) right? rmb the song? lol. but too bad SG doesn't get dat long of a holiday. i dun think any country wud. lol. i recieved a quicksiver back from my aunt, a op slipper from some1. ( dunno hu ). n i still haf about 2 presents to think of. my aunt (another1), and my parents. im seriously in doubt of wad to buy. realli. i think im goin to get another racket. im so greedy hor. mp99!

so what? how was today spent? didn't go watch movie. since pub holiday scared carn get tickets. so i end up goin to yew tee CC to plae badminton wif my brotherss. lol. actualli my 3rd bro gort improve, but still VERY mada mada dane. my 2nd bro net shot n lift quite ok liao. but his back movement is realli bad. i sent one lift enuff to kill him liao.

den i was still badminton hungry so i went to cck stadium. today veri empty. i wonder why. seriously. den i was doin my own stuff. i was jugglin e shuttle i found wif my racket. i manage to juggle while walkin the entire lenght of e stadium. woots. den record was 80+ i guess. i finally gort the gist of how to do it liao. den ltr gort one malay family. 2 boys n 1 dad. gort ok. can do basic stuff lik lob drop net. so i plae singles wif one guy n won. den later plae abit doubles. dats all. i wanna train my smash to be gayer. now still quite slow n sluggish. gort to be faster!!!

den came bac at 8. wah 2-8, 6 hours. i wud die lor. my leg very achin. lol. haix.

den come bac din do much eat dinner. i think now goin sleep bah

Activated Seikei @ 10:04 PM

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~*Sunday, December 25, 2005*~

//I NID SOME ANGER MANAGEMENT

im really very very very pissed right now

i feel sad for this world. seriously. why r humans soo disgusting. i mean nt all. as in. there r some pple wif such UGLY personalities dat i feel so disgusted by them dat i get so agitated n feel sorry n sad at the same time.

im nt directin towards any1 in real life. well. it's 10X less true n 10X less serious in real life.

but on bnet. it's another story.

damn those noobs. let mi tell u a scenrio

i was pudge. i went to top lane. den there was a techies campin on top at the trees. enemy is a tide hunter. den he said "attack him n i help u". so it means he wan to suicide rite. den cox i pick hero late my hook was onli level 1. n onli had level 1 rot. so wad he wan mi to do??? hook him? wif a range of 400..? den he suicide..? whats the pnt. and im nt confident in hookin. and why waste my mana. so wad he did? i said "NO" straight to his face. den techies came. suicide into tidehunter. den didn't kill him. i just stand at e tower. watchin. i mean, wad u wan mi to do??

so he left!! FUCK HIM. NOOB! den i said NOOB. den e host gort mad n said " JUST LISTEN TO PPLE U FUCKIN NUB". omg. fuck him lar. KNN. I bet he didn't even see who was I, the situation, n he den left.

WHAT the..

i hate nubs who r sooo BAD at the game n refuse to leave!!! fuck them. they mess my concentration up n i carn play proly anymore.

i just realized something. actually im VERI pro. just that all these external factors r maybe mi unable to plae well...

anyway 2 more hrs xmas is over. lol.

Activated Seikei @ 10:06 PM

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MERRY xmas

thats e onli thing i can think of right now. my hse feels empty, im alone at home. without food...n its 12:40 liao. is this wad xmas is supposed 2 be. well, i think at least mine..xmas is nt for everybody. and this is true especially for our clan.

at least wr n dex haf their relatives hse to go to. im stuck at home. i wish i cud -unstuck. lol. i feel like goin out. but nowhere to go. im stuck, rottin at home. (ahhhh FRESH MEAT)...

right now listenin to midi files. lol. sometimes quite nice. im abit addicted to e digimon tamer's EVO. lol. e midi ver damn nice lor..., but i think e mp3 (wif e person singin) sounds nt veri nice leh. lol.

glenn is still asleep ( i guess ). tj too. so onli mi n wz r left awake now. so how are we goin to spent christmas day? YEAR 2005 christmas, what were you doin??? ANS:play badminton.

duh, wad a stupid ans.

ok speakin of badminton. i went to ytd trainin at khatib there. lol so long. reach dere around 10+. so went in. den startin did alot footwork trainin. lol. first was e double corner nettin. which was quite ok. den i learnt gort one wif more steps n the other wif less. i dunno wads e difference also. den 2nd was trainin on catchin smash. e footwork onli. its more of the two sides. den learn u muz bend down very low in order to catch a smash dat is gd n hit the line quite accurately.

den next was e smashin training. again still wifout shuttle. dis trainin make mi sweat lik hell lor. after dis drill, most pple were onto their 2nd shirt liao. and 1.5 hours have passed just like that. after that had the smash + net dashin. quite ok. except my shoe gort prob den shoelace kip comin out. if not then kip creatin blisters on my foot, for no reason..

den later spilt into groups n plae matches. so i went to the nearby CC wif one uncle n e other boys to plae doubles/singls. e small boys r quite pro oso.

den nth much. went bac. den gort hell. lol. e PT aka physical trainin. dey call it test? so we were asked to do situps in 30 min. first time i did 26. damn i sux. lol. den i nid to do a 2nd round. den 24. HAIX. den by third round i lik abit nid to use energy le. not smooth sailin.

den nxt was bench press. first time i do. man my back muslces muz be damn weak lor. actually i dunno. i think i endured it quite well. but i was shakin....

den nxt was killer push up. all sec 3 suppose to do 20 times per set. den how mani set we did..? 6. lol. n rest time was onli lik 10 seconds. i think i can die. dun luff at mi for bein so weak

first time, smooth sailin. juz go up n down. den finihs. no kick. den 2nd n 3rd time same. by the time 4th my hand luan liao. lol. den nid to force strenght out. after dat hand pain sia. omfg.
so total did 120 pushups. now my hand still pain ar.

after that was e strechin. the 1 lik sit n reach. i sux at that lah. dunno y not flexible enuff.

after dat on e way home i visited cck to meet glenn n wz dey all. den went LJS to eat. lol. den we all hog e table for 2hrs. nth to do just crap crap crap. lol.

den went home. plae dota. plae tree tag. den sleep.

i was doin something else oso. but im not goin to sae. it's a secret. time will tell......

Activated Seikei @ 12:48 PM

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~*Friday, December 23, 2005*~

//tree tag

I was quite reluctent to post actually. just dun have the mood. but i rmb when dat happens, i wud realli leave my blog alone for MONTHS or at least weeks. so betta nort, i think i shall just type a brief summary of e stayover.

came back from school. den stayed around in my hse awhile. den realized it was freakin boring. dunno y everytime lidat. when quite major test/exam over i will be lost. like 'huh wad to do?'. n the best part is. i always dream of doin mani things while im half studyin. strange ar. so i went glenn hse quite early. den tj was there

for hell sake dey playing NEOPETS. lol lame game. den both PC were in use. so i went to use notebook. den no wc yet cox uninstalled. so nvm. den wan to install. den tot of a brillant plan. iz to use wz cd key to input n so dat 3 pple can plae bnet. ingenius plan right!! so end up, i was coaxe into goin neopets n c8in an account. den c8 le.glenn tell mi to open shop. den i dunno how to open 1. so i just "forget it, lame lah". dun plae. click X button on top. wah convinient. den watch tj plae td. den i took over glenn comp since he can go notebook plae neopets...

lame right dey. so we played around awhile. 1 game of dota. den i became so frenzied i started screamin all over the place. n worst still, e thing din effect mi. wz n dex nt here yet i guess. so dey dun noe. one STUPID lina. tj invi rune. go middle LICH chain frost. den gonna finish 2 of them. u c u think "woot tj DK!!". den end up u noe wad happen. left red life dat time, dragon slave 1, laguna e other one. den lina DOUBLE kill!!. wtf. i saw dat i was screamin all over my screen lor. later i spam ally until dey leave. no dc hack, always gort manual 1.

wah lamers man. den i owned wif naix. den win liao so i leave den e rest sae i scared lose. wtf. win liao of cox leave right??

ok den we had tree tag trainin camp. woot. i was skeptical at first abt tree tag. cox last time i plae infernal, (for e first time) n din haf a good impression of e game. so i like abit sian sian. den end up, plae as ent quite fun!! lol. so we rotate ard tree tag. n i din plae much. i sacrifice n go watch tv. watch tv for so bloody long lor. watch e 7 o clock n 9 o clock show. den quite shuang oso. cox e environment gd. cox lik i watch liao commercial (dats wad i bloody hate abt tv show), den can go watch them plae tree tag. lol. den quite lame oos both shows. den after that, wz wan to watch anime. e hellsing n rumblin hearts. aka kimi ga nozomu eien. which i watch when i was in end of sec 1. wah u all 2 yrs slow! woot. lol. i think maybe...maybe when we JC1 u all watchin ichigo 100% on tv bah. woot SG is slow..glad dere r jap animes in SG, not lik last time. all anime in ENG. damn farked up dubs. ok and e tv show e subtitles quite accurate, abit mistake onli.

so thus, and hence. we continued to plae e tree tag. n sub in some dota forawhile. den later go greenridge there eat roti prata. den went up. 1 or 2 more game onli. den gort chased to sleep. so i din sleep realli well. but i rmb when i woke up WP again was the first 1 on the comp. lol. as usual. den wz was still sleepin. wah nvr sleep enuff ar. den i was super sleepy, walk carn walk properly. n guess wad. i just call wz he at home still sleepin!! wah. nid to sleep so long ar. nowonder so tall....(enticipating some1 to sae NO LINK...)

so slept. den woke up. cox i was sticky. cud even smell my mouth odour. after sleep normally u wud stink lik hell i dunno y oso. so errrhmm. went home. den plae dota, tree tag. all these plae until now. i oso dunno wad to do liao. very SLEEPY now. feel like sleepin. i think i feel like watchin tv..!!

ok. dats all for update. brief? detailed..? dunno lah.

Activated Seikei @ 6:47 PM

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~*Wednesday, December 21, 2005*~

//dota

dota is a game hard to learn, hard to master. usually a game wud be easy to learn, hard to master, or vice versa, which is hard to learn, easy to master. but i regard dota as a game hard to learn, hard to master. why? becoz mani pple get pwned so badly when dey start playing it, but after weeks they still don't progress.
improvin in dota is not like studyin for exams. the number of hours doesn't always equal to how pro you become. i myself, i don't even know how to improve in dota. but let me tell you a secret. dota, despite being a hard game to learn, hard game to master. it's a damn bloody ez game...

owning people is the basics, while making your enemies skill seem like a joke compared to urs, and flaming them for their noobness is the gist of dota. trust me, after playing for 2 or 3 months, anyone would find the standard on bnet ridiculous. most of the time, i would observe my opponent play, while microing my hero makin sure he or she doesn't die or tank. anyway tanking usually equals to you havin to make a trip bac to e base, unless u haf a ring or ur fat. i mean dats out of e point. but ive seen lina miss their AOE spell. sand king attack e creeps for like 1.5 seconds b4 they realise that they're not doin damage to u. all this noobness is driving me crazy!, and for goodness sake. i hate seeing people buy ridiculously wrong items for heros.

i hate, and i repeat people who ping a lane, saying "solo". and if anyone just doesn listen to them they would start saying " hey go away " or " OMG we haf a noob blah blah blah " in all chat. thats taboo, at least to mi. pls, hu dun wan to b 2 levels higher den other pple, and 99% of the time, pple who ping a lane n sae SOLO are usually NUBS. they have some considerable standard, but compared to mi they r probably mada mada dane. i hate that arrogant attitude, pple hu wan to solo tend to haf confidence. they tell themselves " i wan to own this game ". and so, whats thebest solution, " get the solo lane". true soloers haf advantage. they get to last hit, dey haf no allies to leech exp. n normally dey have the tower to protect him.

anyway i dun realli care about how i play. as long as i c a nub in the game. i usually just anyhow play. the game isn't worth playing as long as a noob is there. even if that guy just farms, just creeps, and doesn't affect the game much. the sight of the nub doin nub things irks mi the most. it irritates me and sends my blood boilin!! why carn pple just do things right??. why do pple sux at dota soo much?? and worst of all, nubs that flames. i wud not resist the urge to flame bac at them. every1, lets be ANTINUBS!! start an antinub campaign.

pls blizzard do something. there r too mani game spoilers out there.


Activated Seikei @ 10:16 PM

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ok the last post was crap.

anyway let me tell you something v stupid.

yesterday night i went cutting my hair. by noob barber myself. omg. i almost cut a hole on the right side again. wah heng, dis time its low n not so high. and there's still hair to cover it. that patch dere looks abit lighter..LIGHTER. n luckily..if i din tell u u probably wun notice it anyway.

now my hair looks farni. top super short, den side quite short. back not so long liao. but i still din cut my fringe. i dun wan cut so much...lol. den now my hair looks very imbalance. lol. dun intend to neff it soon.

this few days i gettin abit more pimples. i dunno y. last time dun haf one. shit, now den i start to puberty meh? cannot be. hope dis actualli iz a blesin in disguise n help mi grow taller..., i think maybe cox of cyclin i get exposed to all those dirt n car shit n it diffuse into my face..(how???)

anyway. i dunno y im gettin interested in watching tv. now i find dat when u're reali stressed a good way to relac is e tv. how come i din realize.....lol. tonite i wud probably go study my chem...n abit geog. actualli i noe geog gort MCQ sooo...so i nt so stressed now. hehee..

layout will come dis weekend. this time, i promise!!

followin dex (again...), somethings on my agenda..

1) study chem n geog for tmr.
2) stayover at glenn hse tmr, REALLI lookin forward to it.
3) watchin chronicle of nardia (spelling???). wz gort free ticket!! yay!
4) sat or sun xmas party. guess no1 wan to come??? dex pls faster organise
0) study for dianostic test on week 1 (like real.)
5) chion finish all hw (or copy)
6) finish 0.02 of my map HAIXNAIX
7) new blog layout by dis weekend

8) learn how to use my dad new video cam, den can go around shootin pple
9) read other pples blog

anyway pertainin to new layout
i wanna make it simple..




Activated Seikei @ 6:33 PM

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today was the lamest dae in my life. i think one of e most lame liao lor.

went sch 9:50 sat at library..

nth happened..

den pple started coming

at 10:30

nth happened...

at 11..

something happened.

all of us decided to pon retest. realli. everybody just sae " go ah ". den go lor.

so walk till lot 1. call parents come fetch. dey hand itchy mouth itchy go call sch. ask if retest cancelled...

so found out. mrs hoe in sch....but she expected us go find her.

so came bac sch

did retest
no geog for mi today
just did ss n lit

LAMO
use EOY paper.
nvm lucky i gort study

anyway dis post will be short. juz came bac..

will be studying chem at night. tmr 1 paper geog 1 paper chem come home liao. woots.
at night stay over glenn hse

dats all. bye

Activated Seikei @ 4:12 PM

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~*Tuesday, December 20, 2005*~

//forget it

damn.

sometimes i realli feel that i hate life. but sometimes i realli like it alot. i dunno y also. always get dis stupid mixed feeling. i dunno which to decide. iz life good or bad. either way, i think im better off dead.

tmr finally my retest liao. i think preperation probably onli 60% complete. almost finish studyin geog liao. just read social studies today. omg. read 3 chapters nearby fall asleep liao. anyway 2 chaps i rmb reading it mani mani times last time. omg, onli 1 i nvr read b4. haix. hope i can pass tmr. anyway still gort no idea wads coming out. DAMN. so wads comin out? SBQ..? SEQ? WHAT?? intend to go read lit after writing this. dun intend to read e whole book. just wanna rmb bac e story..n get the gist of it. dat shld be enuff bah.

about geog i haf been reading e book for e past 2 daes. still gort some topics i haven covered. anyway i think i can leave e vegetation n climate aside..? aiya, i think i read once can le lah.

dis friday.gort stayover at glenn house!!! yay!!! at least something to look forward to..

den we're tryin to organise a xmas party. hu wanna come? all r invited. (of cox, banlist rule is still in effect). so far is our clan bah. lol. i dun mind also actually.

den 1 more week. DAMN. sch reopen. wake up so early.

dis holiday, i think is the SHORTEST holiday ever in my life. though it was like 2 months, it felt shorter den e june holidays...realli. seriously n i dunno why.

i think sat i pon my trainin to go for e other one.

last night almost cudn't sleep. dat stunt keep repeatin in my mind. i keep visualising darryl do it. (e name of my new fren btw). n it kip flashbackin in my mind. n i have come to one resolution-if i DONT master it i will never sleep in peace.

anyway e urge to plae badminton is gettin very strong. man. hope sat can come faster. anyway our dear WWP wans to organise a badminton outing, which he haven decide which dae for it 2 be.

anyway plae badminton gort 2 type..

1st type is..serious playing
when callin pple dat time muz think hu to call 1.

2nd type is anyhow plae
can call anybody.....i think e gatherin most likely fall in dis catogary lor.

ok den wwp n dex sae wan to call wp's kiddies. i dun appose to that. but aiya. wwp organise one. i think high chance fail lor. (reverse psychology u noe wad im tryin to do..)....

anyway i think juz help mi book 1 court for me, wz, sim n maybe my new frens...(if dey free)..
heee, maybe can call zombie come along. dunno...

i wanna change e grip for my AT700 soon. blue doesnt look right. i think i goin 2 switch 2 orange or yellow bah. nicer. n e string. i think leave it as it is. at800 gonna change to orange grip black string again bahx.

lol. when e string break bah..


Activated Seikei @ 5:29 PM

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~*Monday, December 19, 2005*~

//omigosh omnislash

dis post has nth 2 do wif omnislash.
juz tot omigosh n omnislash look veri alike,
as in the word

so actually im bloggin for ytd
the failure dae.
it had ups n downs though.

actualli. it was quite ok
some parts were VERY good
some parts were VERY bad
very UP n DOWN oso..

realli...

anyway went there. meet up wif wz n de others at Pending there
took a LONG bus ride to habor front. where we took another sentosa bus
to sentosa itself. lol. the bus ride was ok
as we crapped lots n lots...
mostly we were yuanin about how short our hols were..

OMG no joke, about slightly less den 2 weeks left.
n im hw iz onli half done. (about there bahi estimate, hopefully)
ok den reach there. den we being the pariahs
decide to wok as we tot the bus nid money to ride
we were stupid. but bleh. anyway our clan is very adapt
to walking long distances..
so we walked all the way to padawan beach
gort lost
the whole journey took us 1 hr+.

finally reach dere. face felt super sticky
n uncomfrotable.
so we staggered into 7 eleven
den buy some drinks
den dex went to buy a frisbe
we all share cost..
lol 50 cents each.
so den we went to an empty spot n start playing

at first quite fun.
cox every1 nub
den i sian sian. nvr realli use my brain
to think how to throw that darn thing
cox normally when u learn things
if u serious n eager, the thing will naturally be learnt easily
but i wasnt realli concentrating
so i din learn much
so when they all figure out how to throw the frisbe properly liao
im still throwing the high shot wif backspin...
aka the noob shot.

den my catching was horrible
dunno y. my legs dinw an to move
i hate the sand...make it so hard to move
perhaps i wasn dat enthu
so i just let all the frisbe slip by my side
den e others called mi nub
i don't reali care. cox i wasnt reali trying.
i was tired...dunno y

anyway so it started to POUR like hell
no casting time, just rain lidat.....DAMN lor
den all of us were wet shit.
we were forced to e 7 eleven shelter
den so mani pple down there
like tsunami victims leh!
cool! den jin pu was wif us
faris was not far dis time,
but wif us ( no pun intended ).
den e nabeh clan end up onli hui qian dao min n nabeh n her parents
there. omg. so mani pple pang seh
make dex so friggin mad

so finally rain stop yeah.
den went out again.
went out for 3 minutes.
den no warning..
POUR AGAIN
damn lor. KNN sky..anyhow urine on us..
damn. no warning somemore.
i hate u. the sky..

so finally we din wan to bother about e rain. went into some other place to plae again.
this time....we train a while. n i manage to learn how to throw straight frisbe n control it a lil
catching upgrade abit, but still quite nub.
den nxt we decide to plae captain ball, wif frisbe!!
woots so fun. me wz dex glenn 1 team, tj, faris n jin pu one team. dun realli care lah.
4v3. lik dota lidat
anyway plae until sibeh tired...went shelter to rest
den gort alot of sand.
so we took e sand to bury jinzhe leg. den dex n faris took mani pics
den we use e fork to decorate it. wahhaa soo nice
den nxt up was the best part ever
den dex volunteered to be burried in the sand!
woots. den was so fun lor.
den e others, make sand breast for him..
lol....den each time he breathe hard den his chest there e sand will
come out cracks..OMG..so funny
den we owe dex drink after that....dat was e deal mah
LOL. ok so we head back
nabeh dey all pang seh us go home liao
den end up onli clan lego + faris + jin pu.
so went home

bus ride. sibeh long. damn. nt goin sentosa again liao
den went to plae wifm y father fren n his boys badminton.
his father is a coach n his sons n his son's frens were there
all quite young. except his eldest son same age as me.
OMG so pro. actually nort realli
when i strokin dat time i din find anything special abt them
at first i still tot i can fight wif e sec 3 boy in singles.

den end up. found out he top 8 in ashaway competition.
first glance, first impression DUN look like
den actually. even though his lob is not very power..
his form is not very extraordinary
his footwork is sibeh fast
n lemme tell u
he LOOKS exactly like dex
without specs n gold hair
holiday dye hair....naughty boy
his body shape everything, face shape face features look like dex
wifout pimples somemore. height around there...

n he gort ALOT STUNTS
omfg....he gort so mani i din c before

when i plae wif him 5 pnts singles
i onli gort 1 pnt. cox he try to short lift my backhand den out.
den before dat i gort back service cox i lob den he tot out den din take
lol.

n he gort one fake net. which he hit to his forehand side. den slice the shuttle
end up..crossnet
VERY stunt lor.
den he gort also fake overhead den quickly switch underhand piak the shuttle
dat 1 see before, but never see people do until so usable n pro..
den under the leg (retrieve smash ver n catch lob version) he also know
n CONSISTANT
omg. his stunt pro man

ns his basis r good
lob ok. avg bah. drop also avg. net play is killer. cox of his weird stuns.
den his movement is also sibeh fast....

wah siao. pro lik hell lor
den his frens. okie lah. nort bad also. can lob drop all this lah. but nort so mani stuns
all of them net plae very killer also
all gort standard 1..
wah pro.
den heard dey train from a china coach on sat
den invite mi to go..
wahhaa i wan go..
den muz pon mr foo trainin
feel bad about it leh..
aiya nvm i go once c first

ok dats all about it actualli.

Activated Seikei @ 6:47 PM

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~*Saturday, December 17, 2005*~

//revived

sry for not bloggin ytd. i think ytd de ytd i oso din blog. i just din feel like it k

anyway last few daes was spent playing tabletennis. woot SO FUN! realli. even though i get thrashed by zhong shun 7-1, i still manage to beat dex a few times in my history of plae. dis is my 8th time n im learning how to smash liao. i still nid to master topspin though. lol.

i think im gonna contribute by gettin them a net, n wz can train mi in tabletennis. yeah.

right now im still using SPINLESS balls. realli. my ball gort no element lidat. like no buff. realli lor. wz sae gort few time of spin. topspin, backspin n the side spin r all slice. n he sae topspin is harder den slice n he call mi to learn topsin. ok lor. im trying. but it's hard. to push the ball over the net by just merely making it spin is not easy.

anyway i think i roughly gort the "feel" of the table size n etc. now the table don't feel small. i can "lob" from base to base (i mean, lob as in lob but nort badminton that lob.., sounds awkward to me), but my ball has no effect. i can keep a rally goin, if my opponent don't attack. if only they play a passive game with me. i can win the pnt sometimes by making them make mistakes. i just hit back everyshot n try to wait till they make mistake. i carn even attack. i don't even know how to.

i think dex the "lifetime" or "lifeline" or whatever thingy veri cool lor. hit the pole of the net den bounce in. ytd n today saw him did twice le. i myself did one behind the back. hehe. the rest were all failure. lol, im tryin to do stun liao. opps. i think i muz be too ambitious.

tabletennis is fun. realli.

right now patching my WC bnet. Y-E-A-H. glenn lend mi his cd drive so now i can install my wc. n hope e patch nth wrong n so i can plae my dota in peace. realli

tmr class outing. shld i go? nort decided. lol. dex, jia you, try to persuade me.

today leg sibei pain. plae badminton 2.5 hrs, 2.5 hrs tabletennis. can die lor. n i walk so much today. den i fell down once. thanks to my brother's damn pariah slipper. dat has NO grip at all at e bottom. den was rainin, i was holding glenn's cd drive while walking from jelapang to bangkit to play tabletennis n the floor was so slippery n i just fell like that. believe it anot? just walking normally den "whoops" fall down. lucky it din hurt much...but i think it was veri farni lor.

badminton today ok lah. weiyang nettin suddenly super pro. den super on form. i kenna thrash by him.
won adrian twice today. haix. nth unusual.

den we went long john to eat.....saw huimin. lol. den nth le. sit there eat. den i had so much problems ordering food i dunnno y. i said combo 1 twice n the person down there sae when i finish ordering the food, "huh combo 1?" den i was quite stunned lah. but i think i gort infected by the blurness. den mi myself oso become blur
liao...

wz n glenn were luffin at something i dunno wad n dey said it was very dirty. WTF..? nvm. i don't nid to know..

ok dats it. im dead.

WC patch pls work fine!!!


Activated Seikei @ 11:41 PM

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~*Thursday, December 15, 2005*~

//so little time so mani things

help! my internet is somehow screwing up tonight. somehow lol. and ironically, my naruto download is going exceptionally fast at 60kb/s. i don't understand this anymore. i dun realli care. since this page still managed to load.

today was quite a fun day overall. went school for Amaths. bleh. it was boring shit. i managed to finish 1 paper while dexter chionged like 1.5 papers. lol. he was quite serious about finishin his work so i tried my best not to disturb him. anyway after that we took taxi to my house. after changing, eating lunch, drinking and sorta "healing". we set off to glenn house. reach there around 1+. we took LRT + bus. lol. long journey. anyway gort fren to accompany so nort so sian. lol.

had loads of fun at glenn house. i din realli plae much dota. as euro server haf problem n onli 2 pple cud plae bnet at once. so the last comp was used for lame stuff, like bloggin, internet and best of all, webcam! lol. glenn had a webcam n we record dex doin numa numa dance. too bad e sound had some problem, which made it go super fast. if not it wud be realli a gd video, n it was realli farni. it realli sent us rollin on e floor laughing. lol.figuratively.

anyway later me n glenn went down to KFC n eat. den saw TJ there. den was like "eh?" lol. so farni. den we ate there n tj also came to join us in glenn hse. so we did lame things, sae lame things, spam lame things till like 6+. den me wp, and wz n dex went kfc to eat again. i ate the same boring shit. lol. so later we decided go dex house plae table tennis. lol.

so i took lrt wif dex to his house. den went up. we played micro draft. lol. so fun. haix, gort 2nd place again. lol. carn win the com lah. broken micro. n keeper of e grove is quite broken leh. i feel lah. damn trees, so irritating.

so later we went down. den i learn lots of tabletennis stuff. lol. thanks to wz. den i think it was quite fun. anyway i manage to win dex once onli today, and gort owned like so mani times. i gort 9 pnts twice though. i think ping pong matches r more fun cox the pnts r lesser n faster. so u can lik plae so mani matches in one day. anyway i played against wz n gort owned. 11-1, 11-4. realli thrashing lor.

right now my ping pong suxs still. i dunno how to attack. all i can do is to lob. at least now my lob is not so chance ball. useless but i just return the ball bac to u, to "pressure" u bac. thats all. i carn attack n onli can wait for my opponent to make mistakes. which is kinda sad cox thats onli wad i can do. omg, im goin to learn how to smash soon.okie. so tmr nort goin dota competition liao. cox we decided nort to. lol. lidat also gd lah. i gort more time anyway. lol. yay, now my schedule for studyin for retest is nt so packed liao. HEHE.

i juz read qp blog comment about hw. say wad without hw, hols will be sian. bullshit lor. to all pple hu can find holidays sian. its becoz u all haf no goals, nth to achieve. in other words, ur life is more lifeless den mine. (mine is pretty bad liao), at least i haf things i wanna achieve......n im serious about acheieving them. i had SO mani things i wanna improve on, and so little times. wah n pple can even feel holidays can be sian. i dun believe it.

right now things i wanna improve in:
dota, seriously. though the drive is fading now a little
pingpong, i think its fun lor. i wanna improve. wanna beat dex longhand grip soon.
badminton, how i can i forget this?? i wanna join e ashaway tourney nxt yr one lor

i like the carefree feelin of holiday. it feels like tommorow, yesterday and today, u haf no restrictions. u can stay up as late as u wan, do wad ever u wan and live like theres no tommorow. wanting to be pro in everything is nt ez. seriously...of coz if u live ur life like everydae just go out walk walk whoole day com bac sleep. den i haf nth to sae. cox ur lfie wud be more meanignless den mine.

n i still duno y pple plae maplestory. izzit DAT fun. i think its VERY lame lor. if u wanna burn ur time carn u like burn it somewhere else....plae some game dat requires skill, nort patience. ( im not goin to argue wif any1 dat saes skill=patience).......i think MMORPG is definitely nort a gd genre of game. maybe wif the exception of some, sicne guild wars n WOW r somehow different. maple is just lame. i advice mani to just quit it. sell away all ur stuff, if possible, real money. n do something else..

anyway ive been there, done that. maple is at least, not my cup of tea. it sarks quite badly (sry to all mapleplayers here), this is my frank opinion. games r gd, but not when u nidda spent hundred of hours wasting your time levelin your char up. and at the end of the day...u gain nth. just some huge number in some array on the maplesea database. iz that fun? iz that fufilling? nah. nort at all.

compare it wif dota. or to be fair, n nt bias, many of the games on WCG, wif competitions or such, require lots of skill n talent to plae. dota n cs r team games, which r almost like sports. n i think both games r very similar to sports. thus, earnin the theme "cyber sports". but does maplestory come close to being a "cybersport", nah. no chance!

look at our team, we haf individual skills, we haf the ability to own others in bnet n all servers avaliable. but when it comes 2 tournament, we lost to some cheap teamwork. which we have never experienced b4. nort to sae that i was playing, but hearin from hu died to teamwork at its best.......it was evident that the bond amon ur teammates r nort strong enuff, teamwork is lacking. and we have no major strategy. n plan. we lost the game to teamwork, to plannin. n i think this was becoz of complacency and arrogance.

ok i better not side track. anyway hols r ending. i din achieve much this holiday.

but to those hu think hols can be sian. think again. there r lots of things to do out there..it's not always, play com, go out come home. sleep. there r mani mani things to do....

though i get bored during holidays too. i feel it is more of being restless. sometimes when u miss something too much. (n i dun mean people), like u miss playing tabletennis or dota, n u r unable to plae it. den u will start feelin restless n haf no heart to do other things. well at least i experience dis. n this is totally diff from boredom totally..

ok dats all for e update. bye.










Activated Seikei @ 11:34 PM

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~*Wednesday, December 14, 2005*~

//detailed

ok the last post cox i was kinda stressed out dats y it was so messed up...so. anyway dis post is the accurate details about wad happened today.

today was probably 1 of the wierdest days in my life. in my life, i have my com, my friends and nowadays, my bike. in other words, if i lost my com for some reason, i still haf my frens. n vice versa. so today was the day which i had none. lol. no frens, no com. all of them went to play e dota competition, while i was left at home, without a com. my dad sent it for repair cox i suspect something wrong wif it's fan...

so i started studying abit of geog, with my retest coming. anyway i read up on the back chapters. nort detailed though. i rmb quite alot from the last time i studied actualli. tmr i intend to finish it TOTALLY and start on my chem.

so after i gort fed up wif studyin, around 2 o clock i had a lame idea. it was to write a novel. LOL. n it was goin to be a lame novel. i wrote 5 pages liao n goin to continue when i haf time. i even sketch out wad e chars r supposed 2 look like. anyway when im done wif e first excercise book if u wan to read u can ask it from mi. if u faint from lameness, dun blame me.

anyway i went to jz house. his house actualli quite nice. 2 levels!. anyway i played one game of dota in his house. against a group of 5 pple from BP. man they r realli NUBS man. realli nubs. i gort 7-1 n finished the game in 30 min. lol. anyway tj was the proest in their team. roughly u can expect how NUB they r liao.

lol. heard from wz n dex dat they all lost horribly in e competition. to a team that use 2 mekanesm n necrolyte, lich, CM, qop and sand king to win. OMG. gay early game heros. seriously i think QOP is kinda "fei" in that lineup. they wanted lion, i heard. so clan lego gort owned. nvm. we shall haf our revenge in the upcoming game. the 5.84c tournament.

back to the days...when

one death ward, five flees in five different directions,
1 timestop, 1 tower down.
one spilt arrow, 300% damage dealt.

what r we doin in such an IMBA tournament..?? who knows. anyway im in the roster dis time.

so after that i had kinda nth to do. so i went to stadium to sit sit. i brought my AT800 there. den i asked one group of uncle if i can join them. since dey 2 pple onli. den dey gort another guy to team wif mi n we played doubles. wahhaha. no cost de. so shuang. and actualli their standard quite decent. the guy i team wif (hu is very fat btw), is quite pro. lol. n i can see by his LIFT. which is very accurate n quite low. den he keep laughin n ask if i how old. so i saidm y age. n we continue playing against e team of one bald uncle n his malay fren.

quite fun. though i made a couple of mistakes. most of e service errors. i like lost of my confidence in short serve. dunno y. den i start tryin forehand flick. which was quite hard. first few times blast wrong court. den my lob was quite ok. drop also recovered abit form liao. den e uncle whom i team wif say i make stroke choice mistake.

cox i kip doin crossnet. (woo today my crossnet quite accurate leh) but just nice e malay guy was in front to net/crossnet it back to me. den e uncle kip sayin dun crossnet when i dun nid to. anyway i score 1 pnt using crossnet. lol.

n i did one successful stun. lol.

den e uncle call mi nxt time free can go plae wif them?? woo. means wad..? lol. dey accept my standard ar. i so nub still let mi join them! den dey ask if i sch team. OMG. lol. our sch no sch team, no cca also sian. ok tmr dun haf. but then...nxt week haf. n my retest over le. one more dae to plae. yay!!

so i went home quite satisfied. want to go dere watch end up can plae. woots. lol..

so went home. did nth much. lol watch abit tv. (quite rare of me)

haix right now im freezing cox i just gort out of a shower. lol. n im in 18 degree aircon without a shirt on. n im drippin wet. omg. lol.

haix...goin 2 sleep. tmr gort amaths to go to.

Activated Seikei @ 11:18 PM

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my time is limited, yet im typing here still.

lol today was a day without com, without bike. so wtf. end up goin to jin zhe house. so lame. went there played 1 game of dota. den i spent morning studying abit of geog. sian. retest coming. duno wad to expect also. tmr still nid to go sch. retest is nxt week wednesday.

i haf exactly 1 week. (or six days).

tmr i have e afternoon, evenin n night. basically whole dae except morning in sch doin amaths.

friday i joining the 5.84c dota competition wif e rest. 1 day burned.

sat maybe if we win. if not gort badminton or i can study at nite actualli

sun gort class outing, gort the morning actualli.

mon n tues 2 totally free dae.

so if i make use of all the time i haf.i probably can salvage out like 20 hours. tmr i think no cyclin or dotaing for me (anyway my disc also gort problem so.....)...i think i will chiong the whole day bah.

haix. realli sian.

anyway ytd out of 6 games i win dex twice in tabletennis. woot. happi. but nvm. dun realli care bout that. im happi dat glenn put mi int he team dis time (team rotation! yay)...

ok...the sian part. retest. now im feelin abit more confident. after listing down that i haf time actualli...

hope dex can accompany mi to do amaths tml. lOL.

Activated Seikei @ 10:43 PM

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~*Tuesday, December 13, 2005*~

//HAIX NAIX

lol dex help mi type dat title 1. anyway nice title.

right nw bloggin at dex house. why? cox my house com fan spoil. n wtf. i on comp dey sae com fan spoilt. wtf wtf wtf. ok nvm. still can on but i dare nort incase e motherboard explode. lol. i so hum ji u noe. lol so i cycled from my house to dex house, all the way to use com. nah. actualli nort realli. just nth to do at home.

lol. so anyway today was a lame day. lol i woke up abit late. den dex woke mi up actualli. call mi ask wc3 bnet can patch anot. den i was lik "huh?" cannot patch meh. i tot his com some pariah problem. so i staggered up the stairs to my room n start dlin the patch. den end up. carn patch. pariah lol. den nvm.

so i gort nth to do so i went to set a dota quiz which consist of 40 questions.

ok dat took up alot of my time. and around 3+ den tj came my house together with wz n dexter. so i let them took the quiz. end up onli tj passed and wz n dex failed by 1 mark. tj onli barely pass wif 20/40. lol, din noe my quiz so hard loh.

so later we cycle to lot 1. den did some lame things like visit weird places in lot 1.

den on the way cycling there b4 lot 1 wz fell down in the middle of the road. rofl. lol. realli farni but i felt realli sorri for him. lolz. den his leg started bleaded. woot. lol. den the blood was so bright red. realli BRIGHT. u noe like glowing in the dark lidat. lol. anyway those hu wan to c it ca nbring along a knife. nxt time. haix naix. lol...

anyway so first stop in lot 1 was the pharmacy. den went in. lol. den inside gort 2 counter. den wz told dex to pay. den i noe one is the place wif the doctor n the other is the counter to pay for stuff. lol doc so obvious rite, wear white coat like nerdy nerdy lidat. how can dunno? so dex went to the doctor to pay for the plaster. den wz also dunno. so they was liike huh. end up i noe cox my mum always go pharmacist...so dex veri malu n so was the others. hehe. i was so evil nt lettin them noe...hHAHAH

lol...so we went...to sport shops to c e rackets. lol. den mp22 n mp23 80+ onli somemore gort free bag, free shirt, free shorts n free wristband. so hua lor. lol. i think im gonna buy. buy for fun.

lol..

hmmm...so i gort home n found out my pariah com...fan spoil. haix. my dad sae he go buy new fan tmr. lol. den we open up n put in again. hope can work. lol.

okie den i cycle to dex house. wah first time cycle from my house to BP. lol i think i took the wrong side of the road. haix naix. den gort 1 part dun haf pavement so i had to wheel my bike wif e cars beside mi. lol. nort very scary lah. den before 10 mile junction there was a pavement (quite narrow actualli), wif drain beside. den e other side is the road. wahh so scary i din even dare cycle. den i hate those lambpost in the middle of the pavement. wtf. den i had to swirl beside it. wah lao so scary. lol. i noob lah k....

anyway my bike now is parked at dex house. lol. nxt time i nid to travel here to cycle again. lol. haix naix.....

tmr de rest goin to plae dota competition le. dex goin oso. lol. den i think i nid to study for retest tmr. hopefuolly lah. if i manage to get the courage to. u noe studyin v scary 1. can get headache...lol..

aiya den still gort MANI hw. damn DAMN damN daMn!!!! wtf lor

HW list for now
-8 amaths paper (minus 4..) 0_o
-lit some lame stuff
-chem 1 piece of paper
-physcis ( dun think i doin)
-eng ew compo some writing.
-emaths paper

HAIX NAIX

so well......looks like there wun be a holiday ahead. lol. more like....torture session. lol..

actualli nort realli.....im still enjoyin my half holidays..

right nw dota feel so lame. im actualli more obssessed wif learnin new things about it rather den playing pract. lol. like wad wz sae. it's not the quantiy of e games but quality. i think i shld focus more on readin up on forums.....n learnin more weird stuff. n settin more lame quizzes to make pple fail.

i think dex n wr shld set their own quizzes to let mi fail. liol.

i think my knowdleg abt dota still mada mada dane...haix..

but i know alot weird stuff..

how come faceless void is faceless???

lol...dats all for my post. lol. i think i shldn't be hoggin e com for too long. LOL. >_<......

Activated Seikei @ 8:36 PM

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~*Monday, December 12, 2005*~

//lol

hmm dun worry im workin on my new layout right now. abusing photoshop while i can. the trial last for onli 19 more days. hehe. well. i think itll be done by tmr night. lk forward to it lol.

den today badminton was so lame. cudn't get any1 to come. glenn sae he wan to train dota. tj sae he lazy. den so onli gort mi wz n sb. lol. den at first i like so..diao. off form. becoz i long time din plae. like few days i guess..?

ok den nvm. stroke liao den try my shuttle i bought from australia. den found out it suck realli very bad. it flies so far n fast. as in. i think gd if your lob not on form that day. you can just use abit of strenght n it goes very far. actualli quite jian. as in if you know how to use. den u plae against someone you want to win, who is not that pro (of coz u can be doin dat against coach or pro pple right). for example like wz. den he dun lob at all. just wait till he lob SURE out one cox of the shuttle. so you just smash cox the shuttle is damn fast n just drop to force him to lift. den carn lift also cox lift also will out. unless you can control your strenght quite well. wah actualli this tube quite jian. i shld keep it for use in the future. lol..

den nvm. we felt so lame cox carn plae doubles. n i end up in that 2 hours plae wif sb singles 3 SET. woot. lol. and i won all 3. lol.

first match i think e score i won 15.9. actuali nt veri enthu dat game. just that i was very pissed wif the side of my court. lol. duno y today lik gort ALOT wind. den all my lifts n lobs all out. WTF lor. den serve also out. den i think my service error gort like 30% lor. this game i altered between short serve n long serve. den i found out dat my drop shot nort very sharp today. as in very slow n sluggish n sometimes floatin 1. so i din dare to use. end up i pump lob to him n use short lift to secure a win.

ok 2nd match. den gort quite alot strokin in between. lol. den i change court. woots. so gd lor. this new court. as in, the side of the court. this time i lift, wahha tyco all hit line 1. n those short lift. i think i beat sb until xi guan liao (used to it), know his style den can counter. den his serve nort veri high or wad lah. n his short serve i juz use short lift to counter. lol. short lift very jian lor. den force sb go back to "salvage" the shuttle wif some underhand den i net back. den get the point. den i think this game he try to lob less n instead net me more but dunno y i won most of the games at the net. den again. 15-9.den he was lik very angry. slam racket on floor somemore. dunno y. den i felt quite guilty also. dunno y lah okie.

so after that the third game. wah this was the worst for me lor. den starting i lose him like 7-3. cox of the niao shuttle so pariah n fly so far. i dunno y suddenly our other shuttles also kenna infected liao. so my lob timin all like off. but sometimes still lucky can "slice' the shuttle, makin the ugly ugly sound n still enter his court den still can pressurize him. LOL. so after that i manage to catch up till 7-7. den from there i progressed to 13-9 den 14-10 den i won. lol. this game i just pump lob and lift like the first game cox i was on the same court dat "wun out". lol.

i dunno y i din realli use backcourt drop todae. i did use a few times. den it was lik so sluggy but since it's like surprisingly cox i lik din do it the whole dae it caught him off guard. and most of the time he get the pnt is cox he aim my backhand den i make stupid mistake...okie lah. most of the time i get pnt is also i use short lift on his backhand. den he bo pian gort to gif mi the pnt. i think short lift very jian.

lol. den wz went my house. play dota. den i acheieved the strongest Terrorblade. items r linkens sphere, butterfly, burize, carium basher, skadi n boots of travel. den gort one lame broodmother. which was quite strong also. tell mi to 1v1 in the middle. den he said " NO SUNDER, NO IMAGE" wtf. den i left wad. metamorph n life steal. btw i was level 25 at that time, what use will soul steal have? ok but i still pwned his ass. becoz of my gay items. he had like 2 bashers, n bfury n some threads n he dare challenge mi. he 1v1-ed me 3 times n after dat he left. anyway the game was quite ok. it was quite clear dat we win liao but enemies still played on. which was gd. lol..zz..of coz i acheieved top score. lol. enuff of braggin

den wz left 2 games cox he died mani times at the start. den he lost 1 game using slitice. woots. lol. wz keep dyin 1. dunno y. haix. must be nort used my house com. n he keep wantin to plae music while playing dota. i think very weird. he was listenin to planetarium btw.lol tonite goin to watch chicken little wif my parents. lol. i dunno lah. think its gonna be lame. 9:30 is the show, will be back late. i think tmr i dun go amaths liao. thursday den go. lol..

dats it for today. lol. haix wad a lame day.

Activated Seikei @ 8:10 PM

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~*Sunday, December 11, 2005*~

//blank title unblank post

i know the title is damn lame.

but nevermind that.

i read yf blog, something to do with our school. actually i have been wanting to rant n spam about this quite some time back, but i just forgot. i don't know what is this "article" you're talking about. plz! our sch is not on the same level as neighbourhood sch, its WORST.

true, our schools have neither pai kias nor ah lians. nort ah bengs or gangsters. but what worst den gansterism is how the school runs. u noe our school is not exactly a school, i think if you call it a business venture it wud be more "correct". seriously...

our school closes down cca that does not produce achievements. WTF is that. im nt sure if other schs r doin that, but that is totally LAME. do u noe how members of a particular CCA feel when you close it down!? even though during that time when i was in rugby i was super slacky n keep pon trainin....but dun anyhow close cca. that is super lame. n dey have onli LIMITED CCAS....onli those that produced results. this is so damn fucked up.

do u actually know how much our sch is concerned n *obssessed* with FAME and NAME. rmb 45th aniversery. all the hype about prime minister goh coming our sch to attend....even that BIG banner outside. whats the point? hao lian, bai sui....., they wan face. they wan recognition.

n i believe our principal is realli sad n ashamed our sch fall in band 3...

plz, i think pple with 250+ who come to this sch is makin a mistake. seriously. maybe for 240+ like us. its still quite ok. anyway i think our school realli nids to wake up from their "business venture" idea n be more warm n humble like a SCHOOL should be. they seem to care about fame,glory and statistics of results more than the welfare of the students. not that im sayin they dun care at all..they do. dun get mi wrong. but our sch is too fame-orientated.....

n i think n suspect there r MANY office politics involved in our teachers as well...im not goin to state any. but well.....thats all i can sae..actualli im not sure either..

well. ok im exaggeratin abit. i think bad stuff about our sch is that they emphasis too much on their name n glory of the sch. but overall, still quite ok. ok i dun haf other sch to compare...yah. so thats it.

lol

Activated Seikei @ 11:15 PM

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yeah finally persuaded my dad to get mi a bike.

around 12 i was at e limbang shop wif my dad. den we were choosing bikes. end up byin one which cost 170. okie lah. quite big actualli. wz kip saying its too big. i think its abit oversized, for me. thats all. anyway e bike has suspension n its white color.

im gettin an obssession wif white color nowadays.

gonna change my grip n strings to white le. woot!!.

anyway den we started cylin in some random direction. after that we decided to travel to woodlands. den i was so nort used to cyclin on the road. which was so hard. i din even dare go off and up the curb. lol. seriously. dis is the first time im ridin on a pavement n 5th time on a bike. and i road quite well. i muz sae i was quite brave.

anyway my crotch hurts realli badly. coz of my seat. which went lose after i went down a curb like 30 cm high. ouch. den the seat kip auto-reposition itself into some weird position dat made my butt hurt realli alot. den my bike was abit high. so err..err..everytime stop at traffic light, i put by leg down on the floor. den i will feel the strain on my butt again. PAIN. realli very pain lor. but i endured.

den e gear kip spoilin. so finally at one bus stop near kranji turf club. my bike broke down n every1 gathered around trying to fix. but it was futile. anyway THANKS u guys for helpin mi.....so no choice. call my dad come pick mi. by that time was already 5. so we cycle about 2 hrs liao. lol. anyway i din eat lunch lol. was damn hungry n tired. worst of all, my crotch was hurting VERY badly. haix i so noob i shld start riding around neighbour hood first. instead of goin wif the other guys to those difficult roads. n thanks wz for comfortin me n slowly cyclin wif mi when i had to pull my bike to the mrt station..

den i went bac limbang in e car to get my bike fixed. dat was around 6 liao. den my parents went for dinner so i took my bike n cycle around the area. i cycled behind my house. all the way to lot 1, to cck CC. to yew tee mrt. mani mani places. i even went stadium watch abit. get used to "lockin" my bike.woots dat was the testin i nid. now i feel adjusted to my bike n i feel like the world just gotten SMALLER. woots. tmr i shall travel on my bike to stadium.

gettin a bike was the right choice.

den around 8:30 i went wr house. wwp was there. woots. so we crapped to other pple on MSN. den we tried hackin into dex account, but cudn't aiya. sad. anyway i volunteered to help wwp make a layout. hehe. ideas comin in rapidly. i shall work on it tmr. i think mornin i wan go cyclin abit..woots

bb le. go off plae dota n some other stuff for the time being.

Activated Seikei @ 9:46 PM

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yesterday was very lame. went to zhenghua cca to gamble c whether gort court anot. den end up, whole hall book for event. and we carn play. so end up. we sat there talk cock. talk so lame stuff. den went glenn house. wahhaaa party dere. so mani pple. me, weizhong,ting jun, dexter, wei rong, wen pu n glenn n george were dere. wahha n we all like snatching for 3 com. lol. actualli nt realli. i played 2 games in total though.

anyway wp was wearing a tuxedo. i dunno why. yeah seriously.

anyway den mi jinzhe (he came later) n dex went BP mac to eat. lol. den eat liao go home lor. den plae dota again. lol...

lol..

haix naix (naix)
nudge pudge (pudge)
magina vagina (antimage)

lol...

lameness..

Activated Seikei @ 11:46 AM

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