~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Tuesday, January 03, 2006*~

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ahh im starting to miss dota. after going to school n hearing people talk about it.

i think abt 8 days i din play le. LOL. i think i shall wait until Bnet's 1.30 patch comes out den i can use euro server n access battle.net again. yay! but till then, my days r goin to be long. long long. n i think im kinda enjoying it.

haha, anyway. rmb the last time where i owned tj's friends from 3p2 (their gang) on bnet really badly and started to humilate them big time usin profanities n spam. n best of all, i was lik usin jinzhe account, and showed them what is the meaning of PRO. (my speciality), they still haven gort over it n r kinda bitchin over hu is tt guy. or sort of? i think memories will dilute wif time.....so...guess dey alreadi forgot about it liao.
haha so cool. gettin owned by some1 u dunno, but he knows u. it's kinda funny. n humilating.

guess dota is too borin, we r juz too pro. but i still yearn for it. lol long time no plae mah.

sry if i sound too zhuai, but i am confident that clan lego will cream any other team in our school. i dun even nid to be confident, they will n im very sure of that. if anyone else wans to challenge us, pls feel free 2 do so. we're gettin bored nowadays. n challenge us wif the mentality 2 c how far u can go n dun expect to win. cox dat will never happen!! after all onli a mere 3% of my actual standard is used playin on bnet. n pple actually get owned by that.

anyway i think im noobin more n more as the day pass. ive been absent from bnet for so mani days. haix. thats sad.

today i saw qp mani times. lol. i think dis yr i will see her alot of times lor. realli. cox same recess all this, same level. (as in storey), ez to meet. i think if i count gort 4-5 times. dats quite alot. lol. lol, i think wad i juz said make mi sound lik a stalker..??....

i think after all, i still carn lik any1 else. i dunno y but it has been almost 1.5 yrs since the end of school of 2004.........n now wad..? i still carn forget a simple person. maybe nt forget, as in cannot stop likin. i dunno wads wron wif mi. im juz pathetic. right? or if stubborn, or refuse to accept reality is a better substitude. sub it for all i care....., i dun even know why im typin this. but i admit the feelin towards qp haf been goin up n down throughout this 1.5 yrs..

those 3 words, i shldn't haf spammed it so directly. maybe cox im such a direct person i juz say anythin straight to e persons face. wad cud i haf done. many things. but y didn i think of it durin dat time. no one else to blame. except for my impatience, rashness and straghtforwardness.

DEY SAID TIME WILL KILL YOUR FEELINGS FOR ANYTHING, BUT ITS NOT WORKIN ON ME!!!!

actually when sometimes i c wr tok about grace to wp. sometime i feel that " STOP BITCHIN ABOUT THE PAST, it's over, u failed. try harder nxt time n stop botherin about it". actually forgettin dat im the victim of the exact same situation. y carn i juz........realized it from a 3rd person view..n forget about it. lik wad my brains tell mi to think of wr...but i juz carn help it..

sry...

sry..

if this post doesn't realli make sense..

Activated Seikei @ 10:04 PM

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