~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Monday, January 30, 2006*~

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CNY has come to an end. no more pple coming to my house liao! yay! feel so ubber happi! lol.

CNY is nt realli fun. lik over the years it lost it's atmosphere. i dun haf mani cousins. some r either too small, n some too big liao. 2 of my older cousins (im 3rd oldest in my whole dad's side), one is NS and one is 17/18 around dere. one guy n one girl respectively. they come do nth, cept watch tv, slack ard. do nth, sleep. lik veri sian lidat. i also dun bother to go n entertain them. i still sec sch, lik quite gort a gap. maybe nt much in age....but in generation? they seem lik adult liao.

den after mi it's my 2nd brother. den one guy amd girl again. i think primary 5 and 6 respectively. they r too young for mi to mix wif..they go plae gamecube/ps2 winnin eleven wif my 2 brothers. then the rest of my cousins r toddlers or 3/4 yrs old..

w-t-f. i dun haf any cousins to plae wif. im lik in the middle lor. so sian. CNY become meaningless....aunts n uncles all seem so distant n mi bein introvert dun feel lik goin to socialise wif them. afterall, they r aunts n uncles. so i shld keep my distance n juz stay put wif my com in my room....bleh. pple get the misconception dat i use com the whole dae..

probably yes/no to that. i do not use it 24/7. it is on 24/7 though. i haf mani other activities, i do patronize the other areas in my house....but well, i dun lik walking around when there's so mani pple in here. i feel lik some alien object that pple dun recognize movin ard.

tmr is the last day. theres goes the 4 day break i was lookin forward so much too. tonite im goin to watch i nt stupid too wif my family. w00t, at least i think im gonna haf a great time. dis time wif popcorn n drinks..yay!

now my parents n my brotherss (well it's my family without me) went out to visit again. i didn't go. pang seh! lol. i feel so reluctent to go out. but ironicaly, i feel so sian at home. im lazy, but dun wan to do anything. i feel lik there's no time. but i dun wan to do anything about it...either..., i think that fits the description of someone feelin restless..

bleh. remember i lost my fone? im goin to get a new phone soon. budget shld be around 400-500 or somewhere around there. maybe more, maybe less. i dun realli care. but i just wan one wif decent camera/video capabilities, easy to navigate interface...., built in mp3 player, ability to connect to computer via usb cable and hopefully a QWERTY keyboard. any model to reccomend. of coz, its nt goin to be a 3G fone.

ang pow collection nt very ideal. so far ONLY 300+. omg. thats lik 100 plus less than normal????

i feel damn sian now lor. maybe i shld head to stadium. c indian playin..lol. feels so lame.

Activated Seikei @ 5:08 PM

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