~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Thursday, January 26, 2006*~

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let me tell you guys something first. i realli realli do not want to post today. but since ive been religiously posting everydae, i felt guilt in stopping my rountine. lol. anyway today was quite a bad day and i realli dun wan to tok about it. typin makes mi feel mad, sad n abit sian diao.

so here it is. physics. 12/40, i din realli feel sad. just lik "ah-uh expected". then we were supposed to go for remedial, which was today afternoon. it was only told to us....lik 2 hours b4 the actual thing. what short notice! and bleh...luckily it was cancelled!

then during homework period, vlee came into the class. he saw some pple who changed seats. (actually i was guilty of it), but i was simply lookin at glenn's rough book, just happen at that time. so i immediately went back. he began his rant on the classroom untidyness. the rubbish....the table. the fact dat we did not bother to make new noticeboard. basically he screamed about every single thing. n mainly becoz we changed seats.

more and more matters caught fire in his wrath. including my hair. yeah i know it's long, unkempted and my fringe is almost at my eyes liao. i know i know! and ive been like evading tiger all this while. he saw, but he didn't tell me to cut. so vlee told me to cut, i was supposed to show him today. but i manage to drag it to tommorow. oh shit im gonna die. i told myself.

so i went home, took taxi. immediately took my jagged scissors and start snippin of my fringe. ok, now it's uneven, but quite ok. it's not long anymore!. so i went continue working on the sideburn, thinning it. i din really bother touching the top and back cox it's short already. one advantage of cuttin ur own hair is u can cut wherever u wan. but the major con is that accidents do happen, and u do not have professional control...

u must have tot an accident did happen. but guess u're wrong!. nth realli did happen. but i still think my hair is gonna be scolded by vlee agian tmr. it's short, well, in my opinion. but if u take note of how short vlee's hair is......., i hope he doesn't use that as a typical standard. if not i'll die!
i dun mind not havin long hair, but i just don't lik super short hair.

ok, i think my post make mi seem so sissy rantin about hair....

and another thing is that vlee saes " im gonna to ruin ur CNY celebration tmr " , by makin us clean things....tmr in the classroom. aww that sarks lor. hope nt too long..

i feel so sian now. tmr gort to go sch wif guai lan hair again. den vlee gonna sae it's too long n call mi go recut and show him after sch. haix. i hope he just forgets about it, or accepts it tmr....thats wad i pray for. and tmr....there's still lessons. there's still cny celebration.....

and cny is coming..but i feel pressurized..and stressed for no reason...., only if i did not bother about my hair...., but thats just like.....i carn help it..

bleh. i just feel so shitty dat why aren't i born wif such good looks lik my 2nd brother. i mean, as in. his looks, though his small. but his lik versatile n can fit any type of hairstyle..., why am i not him and why am i mi..? dis is somethin i find hard to accept..>_<, though sometimes when i think of other things i wud prefer to be myself. sometimes i just carn help it to envy other pple...haix.., n my 2nd bro is gud lookin.....well pple sae my 3rd n 4th bro and mi look nort much different..

i guess my mood is so fucked up today. i dunno why but i just carn even concentrate on playin dota. which i planned to spent the whole afternoon doin. i only played one game which i left. ( nt becoz i was gettin owned), but had no concentration.

but overall, the problem seemed to small. but it ruined my mood. somehow, and im not even sure why...im sooo not looking forward to goin sch tmr. but the end of tmr's sch...yeah im definitely lookin forward to it..

gues im just gonna spent my time playin one more game of dota and maybe watching some tv den hopefully i can get to sleep in peace. n pray nth happens tmr.

SIAN AR

Activated Seikei @ 8:05 PM

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