~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Sunday, January 01, 2006*~

//year 2006

feelin abit pressure now. if i have done my hw dis pressure wud nt even be existant. so guess dat i shld start doin my hw today. there's not much hw to be done. luckily i went sch for amaths n completed 5 papers liao. if rt 8 papers now i surely die.

anyway i intend to do this 3 papers on monday and today i shall clear up all the english. 4 newspaper n 2 situational writing rite..? i think e 9 ews i hack care for e time being cox i dun even noe wad title.

so the new yr is here. ytd night went for dinner. cox my dad's birthdae oso. so had ex food lah. lol. long time nvr eat. den beside us the table was singing happy new yr. den i told my brother " aiyo, holiday over liao, happi wad shit ". put it another way, pple like celebratin hols over and goin bac to school/work. maybe adults nort so, since they haf to work all year round n haf no school holidays.....so maybe they r the ones hu r happi. but is it just me that was thinkin " arhh anothe yr have passed so quickly", while watchin the countdown on channel 8.

it's realli sad. dis yr has been the most interesting yr in my life. actualli more detailed, the good parts are really good but the bad parts are very bad. i wud rmb sveral events such as the wonderful bd i had, the parties, n the WOW gatherin which was soo fun. all the clan outings were all filled wif fun, and also the stayover at glenn hse. ive done all that i have not done b4.......ive enjoyed the gd parts. but still, the bad parts are still as bad. rmb e weeks where i was barked continously by tiger all day all week. it was lik hell broke loose. seriously..........and all the troubles n stress ive gort from school, which r all caused by me though. lol.

i hope nxt yr will be a better yr. well, though i dun realli think i can happen. school is goin to be miserable at least for the nxt 10 months. the only thin i can look forward to...is the EOY hols nxt yr where we haf 4 months hol. for now, i haf to endure n work hard. ive been sayin dis everyyr......end of every yr to be precise....

i think i shall stop playin dota. anyway just to let u guys noe i haf not been playin dota for the last 5 days. not that i dun wan, it's i haf no way to do it. i haf found dat my day certainly feels very long without dota. since durin hols once i sit infront of the com, time just flies withou mi knowin. and when i finish the 3rd game, one afternoon wud be just gon like that. compare it to days without dota. i would spent time surfin net, pacin up n down my house, wonderin wad to do. i feel as if my day is very long....n i haf lots of time. suddenly i feel dat theres no nid to play dota anymore....

of cox, nxt yr. when the need comes of if weekend i happen to pass by glenns hse. i wud probably drop in for a game or two......i wud still miss it eventually. but right now, if you playin dota, not for the sake of competition, i feel dat it's meaningless. since bnet gives us zero challenge and only not even one braincell challenged.
i dun think im dat fond of tree tag or xtra custom games oso..

prepared to stay bac mani times a week nxt yr in sch. seriously. i think nxt yr the school gonna gif us sec 4 hell. n i dunno y the school set our paper so hellish one lor. wif murder n killin intent. i cud sense dat while doin e papers. dey were marked as if they wanted to kill us. i think failin some r inevitable. but when the real O levels come, will it be dat difficult?...

ok, i shld set some goals for o level. i noe abit exaggerated but im aimin 15 pnts for o level. glenn sae he aimin below 10. i think if i work hard 15 shld be quite ez to get..but if i dun, maybe i carn even get into poly..

so i shld start workin hard from today, 1st jan n start doin my hw effecienty n properly.

so wif no dota. wun my life be some plain shit. i dunno how to say this lah. but nt that i can afford to luxury of time to play dota everydae. i think i shld be concentratin on my badmitnon. since i feel quite enthu about it right now. i shld find some time each day to play badminton. i think at least 3-4 times per week.

when sch reopen, i guess monday n tues afternoon taken up. wednesday thurs n fri, i bet 1 day wud be eaten for other remedial. dat lefts 2 days. n my sat is burn cox of badminton trainin. so left sun. time is limited..haix.

nvm, i shall end dis post here. this post is for mi to organize my thoughts de. lol.

Activated Seikei @ 11:08 AM

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