~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2

~*Thursday, March 16, 2006*~

//funny

i woke up, got quite pissed.

but nevermind, after a while, dunno y but my anger subsided. whats the point? whats the pnt in goin thru all this pain to try to fufil that impossible dream. the pnt is no. probably is when i know im playin badminton today, i suddenly feel more..relived. as in, badminton always helped me to forget about this problem..., i haf enuff, i dun wan to go thru this pain anymore....im runnin away.

each time i tell myself this (the above), i always feel a relive, yet.....a tinge of sadness. it's very...err.weird. but then, my resolution and decision always get overided again, and the cycle repeats.

nvm if u dun understand wad im tokin abt.

drownin myself in the latest bleach episode realli helped mi to.....stop thinkin about my pain. seriously.....ive discovered anime for 4 yrs, and all these yrs it helped mi evade my problems. ( i wonder how right? ). gd or bad. i dun even know...

i woke up early today. but now i cannot find anything to do.

AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's thursday le...time flies...time kills...time murders..WTF. but TIME SHLD just LAG abit durin holidays...

im still quite angry actualli....i realize anger doesn't magnify your dota-skills..it hinders ur play...

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first time seein mi spam here on my blog...yeah.......that shows how pissed i am right now..

im reali angry. now, about what, i dun even know..., im just angry for no reason....

2 o clock seem so long to come...i wan to...i wan to smash to my hearts content today...smash lik no tmr.......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

and btw...

i THINK i know how to put more power in my tennis serve. YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!ill be the first one to master it..WOOOHOOOO..YAHA THInk onli lah.

it requires a secret trick...., and i found it. but now i nid to practise a perfect "BALL TOSS" if not my serve cannot execute that secret trick. the special reason and how to make the ball cross with power and near the line!!!

ytd my ball toss went nuts.

YEAH!!!!!...

n wz still doin the same thin n carn get the serve in.

"only fools do the same thing over n over again, hopin to get different results.."

somethin like this was a quote on talweez's nick LONG time ago.....n i was arguin against it....>_<, well, how true izzit now?

Activated Seikei @ 10:27 AM

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